Hasta La Vista
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Her first love felt like everything-until it shattered her.
One heartbreak was all it took to change everything. The girl who used to laugh, dream, and feel everything suddenly felt nothing at all. So she found something to numb the pain-just a little at first. Anything to forget him. Anything to forget herself.
But the numbness became her new normal. And the high? Her only escape.
Now she's caught between who she was, who she's become, and the tiny voice inside her still begging for more-more than the parties, the fake smiles, the crash after the high. Maybe even more than love.
Hasta La Vista is a powerful, emotional journey through addiction, heartbreak, and the fight to reclaim your identity when it feels like everything-even you-is slipping away.
Sometimes the hardest person to save... is yourself.
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