I still want to be here

I still want to be here

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MatureOngoing19m

Last published Wed, Apr 23, 2025

comingofage lgbt lgbtfiction originalcharacter sliceoflife

There's no plan. No future. Just small moments-cold mornings, broken lighters, and the hum of a world that barely notices he's still here.

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