AUTOPHOBIA
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"A story about overcoming your fears."
Tristan Allegra is a teenager who suffers from Schizophrenia, and constantly has hallucinations and dissociates from reality. He reminisces about the past, and the tragic incident that has happened on hs life. He lived a happy life with his parents Scott Allegra and Jane Allegra. The two were musicians and encouraged Tristan's hobbies and his love for music.. As a child, Tristan was heavily dependent on his parents and hated being left behind, alone.. because then, it would appear.He is surrounded by the shallow, tormenting darkness of his own mind that seeks to bring him deeper into despair. He named it "FEAR."
After the incident, Tristan moved to live with his grandparents, and he was always the lonely, weird child, who struggled to make friends at school. His only friends were his music instruments, and the comic books and movies he'd draw himself under. He created a world without anyone's judgement, and he had the company of only himself and his own mind.. But.. FEAR is always plotting against him, and whispers voices inside his head, a constant argument between himself and his own conscience. This story goes deeper into Tristan's life and his twisted mind, and how he can finally find true happiness, and overcome FEAR.. He may not be able to overcome it alone.. But, maybe with the help of other people,.. He can be healed.
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