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Me VS Me Past and present

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anxiety bipolardisorder conflict self writingchallenge

This is a writing exercise to determine a winner in a bloody trial of combat with my younger more agile self. Back in 2015 I was heavily trained in Kenpo martial arts and the art of Bushido, meticulously training with my Katana and dual Tanto. 
This is an account of how that battle would carry on in my older, and more worn out body.All Rights Reserved

anxiety bipolardisorder conflict self writingchallenge

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