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More Than I Was Meant to Feel

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Reads 91
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Parts 8
Time 31m

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Louis Tomlinson and Harry Styles have spent years circling each other like storm fronts-snapping comments, trading glares, and pretending they aren't both unraveling beneath the weight of the spotlight. Fame magnifies everything: the pressure, the silence, the cracks they try to plaster over before anyone notices.
To the world, they're just two-fifths of the biggest band on the planet. But behind closed doors, they're something messier. Sharper. Louder. And when a forced writing retreat throws them into close quarters with nowhere to hide, all their bottled-up tension finally starts to spill.
Lines blur. Boundaries shift. And the feelings they've buried-under rivalry, resentment, and the chaos of being known by millions but understood by no one-begin to surface in ways neither of them expected.All Rights Reserved

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The seat opposite (l.s) by 1loveroblox

In a world where Louis Tomlinson's sharp edges keep everyone at bay, and Harry Styles drifts quietly through life weighed down by anxiety, an unexpected connection changes everything. What begins as a tense encounter over a library seat slowly grows into a tender, healing love that helps them both face their deepest fears and darkest grief. Through whispered conversations, stolen kisses, and small acts of kindness, Louis and Harry discover that sometimes the hardest battles are fought together-and that love can be the softest, strongest refuge. The one where Louis Tomlinson is mean to everyone, well everyone but Harry Styles.

Forbidden Love [Larry Stylinson] by chipotlenaughtyboy

"If this is what heartbreak feels like, I don't want any part of it. Seriously, running me over with a bus would hurt less." - Louis Tomlinson and Harry Styles are in love, and management does whatever they can to keep their relationship hidden. After being torn down for so long, will they eventually give up?

Waking Up Alone (L.S) by larrycocainex

"Nothing makes you hurt like hurting who you love" Love shouldn't hurt, loving somebody with everything you have shouldn't make you feel like you're dying. Louis feels like he's drowning. He should have known where this was going from the start, he should have been prepared. Now he's waking up in an empty bed, some days he doesn't want to even wake up again. There's a hole in his heart; it's in the shape of Harry. Nothing he does can fill it. Drugs, alcohol, pouring out his heart into songs that Harry probably won't ever hear. When Louis is with him, he feels like he's in heaven. Being alone, that's what he feels he deserves, at least Harry can be happier without him. Maybe if they met at a different time, under different circumstances, he could have saved them. Louis had to do what was best for Harry, but it kills him a little everyday. Louis sees his smile everyday, but he knows it's no longer for him. Someone else makes Harry happier, but Louis wanted it to be him. They could have had forever. Louis would have given Harry everything. "Forget what I said, it's not what I meant" Harry had tried to say, but Louis knew that wasn't the truth. After everything they've been through, Louis still loves him.

Calm after the Storm by Darling28__

Louis and Harry have been best friends since childhood and lovers since they were 15. They can't imagine their lives without each other and yet that's exactly what they both have to cope with when Harry is allowed to do a year's internship abroad. Both initially believe they can manage it but everything suddenly crumbles and neither of them knows how to hold on to the other. While Harry suddenly has a rising career ahead of him, Louis slips into an abusive relationship after their break up without realising it. But what happens when Harry comes back and stands in front of Louis again after years of separation? And how do you deal with it when you still love the other person as much as you did from the beginning?

Walls | Larry Stylinson by Larrieheart28

Harry Styles and Louis Tomlinson have been a part of world's famous onedirection band. They have been living together and are extremely close. It was a smooth sail and everything was going fine until fans started noticing that their friendship wasn't merely platonic. Their management feels threatened about the image due to this widely popular suspicion and has started interfering, causing their dynamics to change. Harry and Louis don't understand the fuss behind all this until they realize they indeed might have something more than friendship towards each other in their hearts.

Just can't let her go {Punk Louis Tomlinson fanfic} by weisdirectioners

"Why do you keep pretending you're afraid of me?" He hissed, obvious anger in his eyes. "Because Louis; if I'm not afraid of you I'll end up loving you!" I shouted. "And that means I'll get hurt...because that's just the way you are!" I said, hoping he would correct me. "You're right." He said simply after a long pause. "You're right." She was new; he was jaded. She was oblivious; he knew all too well. She was innocent; he was everything but. And anyone who looked at the two would know just how wrong they were together. Yet there was no denying the obvious fire that seemed to heat every time they were near each other. This isn't the typical "boy loves girl- they fall in love" etc. etc. This is about heart wrenching confessions, breath taking encounters, love shattering secrets,and two people who so desperately want to know just what love is.

Velvet & Vices by breedavenport001

Louis Tomlinson is a fragile soul in a cruel world-a soft-spoken, femboy high school student with bruises he can't explain, secrets hidden beneath lace, and a mind haunted by the scars of abuse. Bullied, starving, and drowning in silence, his only light is his best friend Niall... until a shadow starts watching. Harry Styles is more than just the mysterious CEO of a world-famous fashion empire. He's the cold, calculated boss of a feared international mafia, running London's underground with an iron grip. But behind his designer suits and deadly charm, there's an obsession burning beneath the surface. An obsession with him-the quiet boy with sad eyes and trembling hands. Harry doesn't fall. He claims. And when he sets his eyes on Louis, nothing-and no one-will stand in his way. Warnings: Dark themes, abuse, self-harm, eating disorder, femboy Louis, daddy issues, obsession, slow burn, mafia violence, possessive!Harry, bottom!Louis, mpreg (later), and emotional intensity. Pairing: Harry Styles x Louis Tomlinson (Larry Stylinson)

Obey Me, Break Me by Dxxxxxxxxxx123

Louis Tomlinson and Harry Styles live in a world built on darkness, desire, and power. For years, both have chased only one thing: control - in the club, in the game, over themselves. Emotions are weakness; relationships are for others. But when they meet in an exclusive BDSM club, two equally strong forces collide. Louis, an experienced Dominant, finds himself shaken by what he sees in Harry - a submissive who refuses to break, who knows his own limits and pushes Louis to his. Harry, in turn, discovers that submission isn't just about pain or pleasure - it's about trust. Between them ignites a dangerous fascination, a game of fire and ice, dominance and surrender. What begins as a fleeting night of lust turns into a bond that could either destroy or save them both. As Louis battles his growing feelings and Harry learns the meaning of true intimacy, the lines between control and love, possession and devotion begin to blur - until neither of them knows who truly holds the chains anymore.

The Things We Lost {L.S} by CocoColaaa24

Harry Styles is a quiet literature student who keeps to himself, writing poems he never shares and carrying the weight of a past he never talks about. Louis Tomlinson is the boy next door-literally. They grew up as childhood best friends, inseparable through every milestone, heartbreak, and dream. But one night, five years ago, something happened. A fight. A kiss. A goodbye. Louis left without a word, cutting ties with everyone-including Harry. Now, years later, Louis returns to London after his mother passes away, forced to face the people and places he abandoned. He doesn't expect Harry to still be there. He doesn't expect Harry to look so different-older, colder, a little more broken. And he certainly doesn't expect the feelings to come rushing back, sharper than ever. Harry is angry. He deserved closure. He deserved something. But even through the pain, the love he buried refuses to stay dead. As they slowly reconnect, trying to make peace with their past, they both realize the tragedy isn't that they fell apart-it's that they never got to fall fully in love. And maybe they still won't. Because timing is cruel, and sometimes love isn't enough to fix what's already gone.

Blind Love -Complete- by jette-writer

Harry Styles has never seen the world, literally. Blind since birth, he's learned to navigate life by feel, by sound, and by holding tightly to the few people who see him for who he truly is. His best friend, Louis Tomlinson, is one of those people. But everything changes when buried feelings are confessed, hearts are broken, and silence stretches longer than either of them can bear. After a spiral into depression leads Harry to a therapy retreat, both boys are forced to face the truth: loving someone doesn't always come easy... and healing doesn't happen overnight. What no one expects is a miracle, an opportunity that could give Harry something he's never had before: sight. But will seeing the world change how he sees the people in it? And can love survive the light?

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The seat opposite (l.s) cover

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Waking Up Alone (L.S) cover

Calm after the Storm cover

Walls | Larry Stylinson cover

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The seat opposite (l.s)

In a world where Louis Tomlinson's sharp edges keep everyone at bay, and Harry Styles drifts quietly through life weighed down by anxiety, an unexpected connection changes everything. What begins as a tense encounter over a library seat slowly grows into a tender, healing love that helps them both face their deepest fears and darkest grief. Through whispered conversations, stolen kisses, and small acts of kindness, Louis and Harry discover that sometimes the hardest battles are fought together-and that love can be the softest, strongest refuge. The one where Louis Tomlinson is mean to everyone, well everyone but Harry Styles.