Everybody deserve to dream, even if their dream going to crush them the most.
Make a living out of your dream job, is such a privilege. You'll enjoy every second of it, even if it means working your butt off, until you feel numb, you'd still have a certain joy when working with your dream job!
Yeah, at least that's what I thought. But certainly, after all of the disaster happening in my life, just because of this stupid dream job I wanted to have, it literally broke me inside out. I can't even imagine, how better my life would be, if I didn't even thought for doing this for the rest of my life.
They said that's the price of having your dream job.
I don't get it?
"You're so Archetypical Idol, Alana. You know? People would die to be in your position right now, be more grateful. I know it's tiring and draining your energy so much, but at the end, it's worth it right?"
Archetypical? So being exhausted because all the stalker and the creeps creeping up on me, and mind you there are people wishes me dead on the spot, was UNGRATEFUL? Then what am I suppose to do? Endure it? Archetypical my ass. No Idol wanted all of this, because what they show in the media was all the pretty and finer things, not all of this bullshit I came across every fucking time.
How dare they. I'll set the new type of Idol. To show them, we must put up a fight, than just smile and wave like some stupid pinguins in the zoo!
It disgust me.
A.S.
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Being an idol is not easy, you have to wake up early and you can rest if your schedule is done, we cant visit our parent's because you have to focus on work and schedule is really tight that you cant even rest, people saying were lucky to have a lot of fans and they really get jealous but i want to tell them the truth being an idol is not easy than they think, its really exhausting like you want to die because your depressed we cant even go to everywhere we want we have to get permission if they approved they will bring you manager to guide you and especially having relationship. I want to show them that I'm not tired and really happy but deep inside I'm tired, depressed, lot of thinks, yes I'm really happy because i have many fans supporting me , loving me , care for me , my wish to have a girlfriend this year 2020, I'm BI since i was 10 years old until now but just keep it secret but sometimes they notice my style being a boyish, and I'm the one making BigHit Entertainment becoming a richest company in here and with BTS they are my junior's ( Am i right? ) and I'm their senor hehehe and our CEO Bang Si- Hyuk support us and they allow me to having in relationship this year because its been 7 year's i debut and other idol's in BigHit Ent. They cant because they allow us to enter in dating when its been 5 and 6 year's debut i really don't know when BTS debut ( I really don't know when bts debut is just comment ) and we have a new family TXT they all cute and handsome and CEO Bang merged Source music Ent. and again we have new family our 2nd Princess GFRIEND and i just heard CEO bang merging a company and the idol's are Nu'est and seventeen i dont know yet if they actually merging...