I Guess I Never Wanted To Die
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Complete Thu, May 21, 2026
So I wrote this for a girl who almost didn't make it. For the one who stood on the edge and thought that was the only way out.
But then he came.
I never knew I could write something like that. I write because that's how my thoughts live. That's how they freely screamed, easily breaking everything inside me.
And maybe, just maybe, because deep down...
I guess I never wanted to die.
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