Within These Walls, Bxb.
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Last published Fri, Feb 13, 2026
Ashtynn Gray, better known as Ash, is a 17 year old boy who struggles with many things. Depression, selfharm, eating disorder, name any mental condition and he might just have it. One day, he attempted suicide and scared the shit out of his father who he loved dearly. Scared that his son was gonna hurt himself, Jacob Gray sent him to Tallyard, a trubled boys home for boys with mental struggles who had far to much anxiety to go to your typical mental hospital. Ashtynn didn't want to go, but he would soon be glad he did. That is, when he meets Ian Mendoza, Ryland Camp, and Axel Menza. Started off as friends, but might become more? I have created this book, please do not steel my work. This book includes Selfharm, Sexual content, Mental health ishues, and polyamorous relationship. If you don't like, or get triggered by any of these things, please don't read! I love you guys. Happy reading! Also, I've created the characters and the plot line of this book, however I got the idea from a similar book called Hollow written by @ElijahDiva go and check out her books cuz without her book I wouldn't have never had the inspiration to do this.
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