Falling
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Im so scared I'm afraid I'm lost what will i do i don't wanna fall the grounds to hard what if i never get up what ifI'm stuck there forever alone to rot and die
What will i do how will i do it where will i go who will help me up who do i tell how do I tell someone that I'm so close to the ground i might not ever get back up
My head is spinning tears are rushing my heart is racing my hands wont move my legs are stuck I'm stuck looking at you not knowing how to tell you that I've fallen and hit rock bottom
Help is all i need but words just wont come out every where i turn judges stand and stare waiting to sentence me i get on my knees and pray and i still fall every step i take its time time for me to give up
I refuse I refuse to become the woman i watched for an eternity I don't wanna stumble i wanna walk I don't wanna hop i wanna walk please give me my legs back i wanna stand tall
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