Envisage this

This is raw, unfiltered pieces of my life - a journey through the highs and lows, the joy and the darkness, the moments that made me and the ones that nearly broke me. I open every chapter of myself to share the truth: my struggles with mental health, the battles that rage quietly inside me, and the weight I carry every single day. There are good things here - flashes of hope, of love, of strength - but also bad ones I can't forget, the ones that built the walls I now live behind.

I'm writing this not just to open up, but to understand myself. To explore the reasons I want to change, the flickers of hope I still chase, and the pain that sometimes makes me question if I belong here at all. I don't want to hurt anyone, and to whoever reads this - I'm sorry. I truly am. I know these words might be heavy, but they're real. And maybe, somewhere in this, there's still a reason to keep going.

This is a search for light in the dark.