To M. and M.,
whose bond, though often unspoken, speaks volumes.It is in the glances exchanged across a room, in the subtle gestures and the quiet presence you hold around each other, that I came to understand a different kind of love-one that does not seek attention, yet demands recognition. Even in moments of distance, the connection between you remains unmistakable, sincere, and deeply felt.
You reminded me that love does not always arrive in declarations or certainty. Sometimes, it is found in the pause between words, the softness in a gaze, or the gentlest of touches. You made me believe in love again-not as a grand performance, but as something tender, patient, and profoundly true.
And to my muse,
whose insight, humor, and unwavering support gave life to this work.
From the very beginning, you challenged me with a simple question-Why not?"-and in doing so, you gave me permission to imagine without limits. Your persistent jokes about me being Shakespeare may have begun in jest, but they carried with them a quiet encouragement that pushed me to write boldly, honestly, and with heart.
This book was born out of your inspiration, your friendship, and your belief in the stories we don't always dare to tell.
To the love that reveals itself in silence,
To the friendships that turn thoughts into words,
And to the courage it takes to ask *"why not?"*
-this book is for you.
"I am the textbook definition of in love with you."
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Castor Rex: He's snarky, quiet and mysterious. A secret keeper. He doesn't like his life to be on display. People avoid him, even if they respect him.
Jasper Red: He's polite, nice and helpful. A open book. He likes filling his life with other people and their love. People love him, they can't help it.
Because of his quiet nature, snarky smirks and sarcastic words Castor has always had a hard time when it came to making friends -and keeping them. Something Jazz doesn't struggle with.
With Jazz's protective nature, shyness and many friends he doesn't need someone else to fill a spot in his life -at least, that's what he thought.
Then they met.
And that empty part in Jazz's heart felt a little bit bigger because he started to realize Cas could fill it.
Cas sees him as a grinning, happy dork he has no chance with.
Jazz sees him as a adorable, grumpy jock that now, is his.
Castor wants to get through the school year as quietly as possible but with how loud Jazz loves, neither of them know if it's possible, and to make matters worse they're roommates for the rest of the year.
It's only a matter of time before they come together or fall apart.
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As a private person, someone who doesn't share myself with others, I can say that learning how to interact with others is difficult. It's like baking, almost, you have to mix the right ingredients together, and if you add the wrong ones things can taste hideous even if they look good.
It's a lot like our words.
But I've mastered how to tell someone just a little about myself but doing it in a way that makes the person in front of me think they know a lot.
Jasper, somehow, sees through this every fucking time and it's absolutely infuriating.
He's never satisfied with just a little of me, with my hidden truth, and it's the most annoying thing I've ever experienced.
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@STESLARA made the second POV in her book 'Jasper Red's Anomaly'