Even if it hurts
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Last published Sat, May 3, 2025
Kamani is 21 and has spent her life running from her past. After a traumatic childhood in Chicago, she moves to Houston, hoping a fresh start will help her heal. But with PTSD, depression, anxiety, and a fear of abandonment, Kamani's demons aren't easy to escape. College life brings new challenges, unexpected connections, and a love that could either save her or break her. As Kamani grapples with her struggles, she faces the hardest question of all: can she truly let go of her past, or is it too much to overcome?
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