Do I Even Exist? (KELLIC) (boyxboy) - diss0nants - Wattpad

Do I Even Exist? (KELLIC) (boyxboy)

Reads 5,165
Votes 298
Parts 15
Time 56m

Reads 5,165
Votes 298
Parts 15
Time 56m

boyxboy bullimia cutting depression kellic kellicquentes kellinquinn sad selfharm vicfuentes

I wrote this when I was 13 be aware.

During the Collide with the Sky tour, Kellin is a suicide story waiting to happen. His life is crumbling. He resorts to selfharm and begins to purge. No one knows, know one cares. And his best friend, the person who is always there, is becoming his blade. Will someone come and rescue this falling angel or will he fly away, and leave this world for good?All Rights Reserved

boyxboy bullimia cutting depression kellic kellicquentes kellinquinn sad selfharm vicfuentes

Table of contents

15 parts

Sign up to add Do I Even Exist? (KELLIC) (boyxboy) to your library and receive updates

or

Content Guidelines

You may also like

It Broke The Fourth Wall by syko_lost_his_halo

This is a kellic or koil (I haven't totally decided who he's going to end up with in the end) where kellin is wondering if he's in a fanfic because everything that happens in typical wattpad stories are happening to him. Will he find out he is in a fanfic or will he just continue his life?

Love Me Like You Used To (sequel to HOM) by roseofdeath-

25k. Kellin should be dead. But he's not. After attempting suicide, and entering a coma, he finally wakes up. But there's something wrong.

Sometimes You Don't Want to Be Okay - Kellic by ISweepy

Life was his apartment, college and forgetting his existence. There wasn't a need for "new experiences" when he didn't think he'd see the end of that year. Kellin fucked who he wanted, partied, and carried on with little comprehension how the world worked. The two just happened to collide. T R I G G E R W A R N I N G (i was 12 and mentally ill for the love of god dont read this sparrow pls 😭)

personality disorder (kellic) by sleepy_tamara

Kellin Quinn isn't your typical senior asshole. He goes beyond bullying. When hes caught gutting his mothers dog, he's forced to go to therapy. How far will Kellin go to get what he wants? my first fanfic so feedback is appreciated just don't be an ass :)

dream in color, dress In black by syko_lost_his_halo

"Oh he's depressed dont be his friend of he'll just bum you out," Kellin hears stuff like this daily and he tries to block out all the sadness. kellic and koli

$1000 Paper Cuts \\ KELLIC by kellicstalker$

(TRIGGER WARNING. Contains many suicide themes) After a bad break-up with his boyfriend, Kellin feels like he's left with nothing, so he attempts suicide. Now he's thrown into suicide watch and there's only one person who he feels like opening up to; the positive and cheery volunteer, Vic.

Scars (Sequel to Cuts) - Kellic // boyxboy by collidewiththemadnss

- Sequel to Cuts- Kellin struggles to recover from his trauma and Vic struggles to see his husband in pain, leading to a bad decision that has catastrophic consequences. With Kellin's happiness his only priority, Vic figures that their relationship was founded on secrets, so what's one more? ⚠ TRIGGER WARNING ⚠ Contains: - mentions of rape - mental illness - suicidal thoughts/actions - self harm - alcoholism - smut

Hold Onto Me (Koli/Kellic) (EDITING) by roseofdeath-

40k. Kellin Quinn is a suicidal eighteen year old boy, ready to end his life. He's in love with his childhood best friend, the gorgeous Vic Fuentes, who has a girlfriend of a year and a half, and is completely, absolutely straight. Or so he thinks. Oliver appears out of seemingly nowhere just to save Kellin's life (though Kellin is adamant about it; he wanted to die, not get saved by some beautiful boy) and maybe steal Kellin's heart. Just when Kellin's begun to think he can finally get over his best friend, Vic begins to show interest, including jealousy when Kellin hangs out with Oliver. Torn between his best friend, the boy he's been in love with since forever, and the stranger who isn't actually a stranger, Kellin has a tough decision to make. Just to add to all the complications in his life, Kellin's depression is only getting worse and worse.

All for you (Kellic) (boyXboy) by piercetheprice

[ COMPLETED ] Kellin is the self destructive, quiet boy with a poisonous home life. He has no one and all he wants is to end it all. Vic is the self assured, new kid who gets seated next to Kellin. He's determined to try and save him. (BoyXBoy) ( T/W : Self Harm, Suicide, Abuse and Rape ) Cover credit: @jstadrtyhdlm

Parasites (Kellic) by trashyalexx

(Kellic) (boyxboy) Kellin gets sexually assaulted by a friend he thought he was able to trust. The worst part? Vic comes home and hears them in the bedroom, thinking Kellin's just cheating on him, so, he leaves a note and takes off, leaving Kellin completely broken. Kellin and Vic both start bands, who become widely known across the world. Over the next 7 years, Kellin struggles to find the light again. He refuses to date anyone other than Vic, but he knows Vic would never love him again, so Kellin turns to his eating disorder to help him cope with the issues he has to deal with and take on in life. When Kellin and Vic meet for the second time, to create 'King for a Day' and go on tour together due to popular demand, will they stay awkward or will they be able to mend their broken relationship? {This story was inspired by a roleplay written by me and @KellicBro. Go check her out, she's fuckin' awesome.}

You may also like

Slide 1 of 10

It Broke The Fourth Wall cover

Love Me Like You Used To (sequel to HOM) cover

Sometimes You Don't Want to Be Okay - Kellic cover

personality disorder (kellic) cover

dream in color, dress In black cover

$1000 Paper Cuts \\ KELLIC cover$

Scars (Sequel to Cuts) - Kellic // boyxboy cover

Hold Onto Me (Koli/Kellic) (EDITING) cover

All for you (Kellic) (boyXboy) cover

Parasites (Kellic) cover

It Broke The Fourth Wall

This is a kellic or koil (I haven't totally decided who he's going to end up with in the end) where kellin is wondering if he's in a fanfic because everything that happens in typical wattpad stories are happening to him. Will he find out he is in a fanfic or will he just continue his life?