Do I Even Exist? (KELLIC) (boyxboy)
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I wrote this when I was 13 be aware.
During the Collide with the Sky tour, Kellin is a suicide story waiting to happen. His life is crumbling. He resorts to selfharm and begins to purge. No one knows, know one cares. And his best friend, the person who is always there, is becoming his blade. Will someone come and rescue this falling angel or will he fly away, and leave this world for good?
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