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I cant believe its happening, it's finally happening. I'm leaving, for good. 

I stood in the parking lot with my bags at my feet and an umbrella over my head. It was raining heavily and the wind was blowing at full force. I was freezing cold when he came, he was late but I didn't mind,I was just happy to be out of that horrid place. He pulled up in front of me and rolled down the window, "Hi." I greeted. He leaned over the passenger seat and said " Hi, are you Penelope? Im supposed to pick her up." " Yeah that's me" I replied getting into the car "Then you must be Evan" Why did i say that? I sounded so stupid. Thats it hes gonna think im stupid and we're not gonna have a good brother-sister bond and i just ruined everything. I always ruin everything god I'm so-   I started thinking when Even cut me off "Yep" he said popping the 'p' "So how's life?" That's a terrible way to start a conversation  "Yeah I know but it was worth a try, am i right?" he said " Did I say that out loud? That's so embarrassing" I winedAll Rights Reserved

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9 months and 20 days by crazy_user5

I let out a long sigh and got out of bed. We had just bought this house about three weeks ago. Everyone was still unpacking and getting used to this house. We had an apartment for about two years - which I wouldn't recommend with five other people - and we all had gotten jobs. Long story short this house was a major accomplishment for all of us. "Penelope?" I called out to her. "Tv room!" She answered back. I walked in, Ashley was there too. Which makes sense because they had gotten together recently, but Ash was messing with Penelope's newly dyed hair. Penelope looked almost like a new person. We had gotten her some help after getting out of the facility. She's now a healthy weight, longer hair, and now hot pink and black hair! Ash looked like, well, Ash. Her messy hair - that I swore kept getting worse - was now in a ponytail. "What's up Max?" She said brightly. "Jack's cold," I said A/N If you haven't already please go check out the previous book to this one, it's called "Break Free," thank you for reading <3!!

The Backpacker's Dream by CanisMajoris5

'No, he didn't'. I was so shocked by the turn of events. Everything was going fine and then suddenly boom, everything turned upside down. I just couldn't believe this. What did he think of himself? 'Leave me alone.' I said firmly but his hold on me was so strong. I was struggling to get out of his bear hold but to no avail. 'Oh!! So, the poor lady thinks that I will leave her alone and just let her go free?' He had that evil laugh and boy, his breath stank. 'Man, you just signed your death warrant and I will do one favour on you.' No one messes with me. 'Ooooh, I am so scared that I almost peed my pants.' Again that idiotic laugh. I counted till 5 and then kicked right in his balls. I turned around and grabbed his hair from roots, jerked them so badly and then gave my hard elbow shot on his chin. Everything happened so fast for one moment he was standing and the other lying on floor wiggling. I charged at him with my cheetah speed, picked up a wooden rod and started hitting him wildly, 'You idiotic stinky breath was trying to steal my backpack. You are so dead.' 'Favour, favour, favour.' He was screaming in pain just after few seconds and was panting hard. I picked my paste from my bag and threw at him, 'Brush your teeth.' I was fuming. I turned around and saw him standing wide-eyed, 'Hi, I am Scarlett.' I smiled showing my 32 teeth. 'I am scared.' His look puzzled me. Starting date- November 5, 2019 Completed on - May 23, 2020 All Rights Reserved.

My Husband is a phyco by roadster123

" I love you " He said while smiling and coming towards me. I started to take back steps. My eyes is full of tears. I am shivering and scared to see him. Suddenly I got hit by wall. I am about to escape. He pulled me and pinned to wall. " AH.... " I yelled loudly. His danger eyes, His Smile, His voice making me scare more. His touch. I am literally shivering more and more. He slowly placed his hand on my face. My eyes rolled towards his hand. No.... No... No... please.... leave me. " Are you okay ? Why are you crying ? " He said in sad tone. I started to cry badly. " Don't cry " He said calmly wiping my tears. He started to stare at me. He is so close to me. I ignored him and just crying with all my heart. " I said don't cry " He said a little anger in his voice. He removed his hands from me and placed his both hands on his head. He is about to get angry. " DON'T CRY !!!! " This time he shouted so loudly. My heart stopped a second. He hit the wall with his hand angrily. His hand is bleeding. " I... I... can't see you cry. I won't let you cry. No...No.... I... love you.. I love you " I seen a vibration in his voice. small tears are in his eyes. This is not a love. It is mad. " You are mine " He said and smiled at me. He took my hand. I am so scared of him. I am about to take back my hand. He looked at me angrily. He pulled my hand to him. He started to stare at wedding ring. He slowly kissed my ring. A shiver hit in my heart. " My wife " He said smiling at me and pulled me into a tight hug. I closed my eyes tightly and started to cry. This is not love. It's physco. YOU ARE A PHYSCO !!!!! MR. WILSON WIKE !!!!!

Part 1: Mine (Completed✔) by wasaeri

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Keep H.I.M |Dave East|Chris Brown| by TrilllQueen

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Broken by canadianpurplesmurf

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This Is War by PaperBagBoi_

"A warning to the people The Good and The Evil This is WAR To the Soldier The Civilian The Martyr The Victim It's the moment of Truth and Lies The moment to Live and Die The moment to FIGHT?" The things you said to me, that this will keep me safe if I just listened. They were all just lies from the start. All of them. Do you know how it feels like to be stabbed in the back. Of course you don't. Why bother asking? Being stabbed repeatedly and then being asked if you're okay? Blood running down your back, then being stabbed again after being asked that question? That's all you can do I trusted you, I protected you, I almost gave up my life for you! This is all you can do, Just use me like you always do. NOT ANYMORE I've learned a few new TRICKS Are you proud of me? I hope you are. You're the reason why I blocked out all emotions from the world. The reason you think I'm still happy when I'm not. The reason why I'm here. You don't remember him don't you? He's still apart of me, but not you. You MADE me like! That's was so much fun. Making sure I was always ripped apart while you're stood in one piece. The promises you've broken, The judgement no one bothered to tell you, The so called friends you have. It's all over now.I've covered for you long enough, all those years ago when I was still sane. I'll pretend to be happy for you, I'll pretend to be your good old pal. Oh I will. I'll just show you all those pretty little white lies that you LOVE so much. I'll sprinkle them on top of you, I'll show you how much pain you've caused me. I'll bring them all back! Of course I'll be in your shadows, I'm always in there. Being mistreated and abused for you, of course! I'll make sure to add in some cuts and bruises for ya. I'll be your fucking shadow alright, I'll be it and make sure you fly close to the sun. You're afriad of the dark. You shouldn't be sweetie. You shouldn't be afraid of the dark, You should be afriad what's in it.

Creatures Of The Wilderness Foreseen ||BOOK2||COMPLETE|| by Lillie_34

"What's happening?... This wasn't suppose to happen." I asked myself "Saya you have to run. Get as far as you can from here!" Lucas spoke as he held paige. *** Even if you run from us we'll always get you back. A bight light then flash in my eyes. As I struggled to escape something pierce my skin causing me to faint. *** "Saya you can't trust him!" He said shaking me, "He's the same reason am here! " he spatted out. I pulled away from him, " You've been here longer than I am. How can I be sure that your not here to deceive me also? " I asked coldly. He looked at me wide eyes. *** "Saya those who taught you can trust, you can't trust them." The little girl said. We then heard angry voices shouting. "They're already here? But how did they find us? " She muttered then look at me. "Saya... What did he give you?" she ask. I started thinking then look up, " Well he did give me this......... " "RUN!! " she shouted. ... Read 'Creatures of the Wilderness 2:Foreseen' to find out more. *** "Saya don't do it! " I heard Lucas shouting while running towards me. "Am sorry Lucas." I then jump.............................. Of in the distance i heard him shouting. Bye....... Lucas

When the rain clouds disappear by Sunnyday3000

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9 months and 20 days

I let out a long sigh and got out of bed. We had just bought this house about three weeks ago. Everyone was still unpacking and getting used to this house. We had an apartment for about two years - which I wouldn't recommend with five other people - and we all had gotten jobs. Long story short this house was a major accomplishment for all of us. "Penelope?" I called out to her. "Tv room!" She answered back. I walked in, Ashley was there too. Which makes sense because they had gotten together recently, but Ash was messing with Penelope's newly dyed hair. Penelope looked almost like a new person. We had gotten her some help after getting out of the facility. She's now a healthy weight, longer hair, and now hot pink and black hair! Ash looked like, well, Ash. Her messy hair - that I swore kept getting worse - was now in a ponytail. "What's up Max?" She said brightly. "Jack's cold," I said A/N If you haven't already please go check out the previous book to this one, it's called "Break Free," thank you for reading <3!!