CLIMAX'S
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Last published Mon, May 5, 2025
I was 17 when I first thought, maybe I don't belong here.
The room was full of laughter, but none of it touched me. I stood in the corner, staring at my reflection in the window, wondering how a person could feel so invisible while being completely surrounded.
Most people think I'm strong. Some even think I'm lucky. The truth is, I've spent years wearing a smile that didn't belong to me.
What happens when the mask finally cracks?
This book isn't a story about perfection. It's a journal of the chaos behind the calm, the thoughts I never said out loud, the nights I almost gave up, and the mornings I forced myself to rise anyway.
If you're reading this, you've just stepped into my mind. Welcome to the mess-and the making-of me.
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