god hates me (and i know why)

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Parts 3
Time <5 mins

Mature

why must he do this to me
why must i do this to myself


trigger warnings: 
suicide 
self harm
eating disorders: specifically purging disorderAll Rights Reserved

coping cut die ed god purging spew

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