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"Fine" is a lie

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Reads 2,763
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Parts 19
Time 59m

angst bsd bungostraydogs chuuya comfort dazai depression fanfiction kiss mission mori pm pmzai portmafia soukoku suicidalthoughts suicideattempt

He wanted to die.
But then Chuuya made him feel something.

Sixteen-year-old Dazai Osamu is brilliant, dangerous, and hollow inside. No one sees through him-except maybe his volatile partner, Chuuya Nakahara. When Dazai's suicidal ideation starts bleeding into missions, it's Chuuya who pulls him back. Again and again.

But nothing in the Port Mafia is simple. Not friendship. Not loyalty. And definitely not the aching, confusing bond forming between two boys trained to be weapons.

A kiss changes everything.
Mori sees everything.
And suddenly, what felt like comfort starts to look like a threat.

They're learning what love feels like-
in a world that was never built for softness.



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angst bsd bungostraydogs chuuya comfort dazai depression fanfiction kiss mission mori pm pmzai portmafia soukoku suicidalthoughts suicideattempt

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Parted Entanglement { ② } by heathereo

'''Can you... can you not look ?'' Chuuya was shocked at his words. He didn't realize that taking his body meant that he could see whatever's underneath, when the bandages wouldn't be there to hide them. What if Soukoku had their body switched for a week ? What if Dazai was forced to use Corruption when Chuuya wasn't there ? Will he make it ? ✨ 17 year-old Soukoku ✨ Romance ⚠️ Scars ⚠️ Blood ⚠️ Violence 🗞️ No. 6 in #dachuu 🗞️ No. 16 in #doubleblack 🗞️ No. 24 in #dazaiosamu 🗞️ No. 41 in #soukoku 🗞️ No. 40 in #nakaharachuuya 🗞️ No. 81 in #bungostraydogs 🗞️ No. 84 in #dazai 🗞️ No. 99 in #dazaixchuuya 🎨 Cover Art Credit : aka3kan (Twitter) 🎨 Content Art Credit : krgr_78 (Twitter)

Melting | Soukoku by Eclipse_writes24

There are certain things that a lover can do to drive their partner crazy, to make them feel like they are melting. Dazai constantly makes Chuuya feel like he's melting, from the sex they have, the love they share, to even the saddest moments between them. (D) = Dazai's POV (C) = Chuuya's POV Any other POV will be said in the beginning of the chapter Warnings: Smut obviously Anxiety / PTSD SH (scars) Eating disorders (kind of?) Mentions of suicide OOC (out of character) Possible grammar mistakes / Misspelling None of the pictures are mine, I found them on Pinterest. (Cover art is mine!)

Soukoku Fluffshots by FuckItIveHadEnough

As the name suggests, its a book filled with our beloved soukoku fluffs~ Because, lets be real, we definitely need fluff to recover from their angst stories 😔 . A little about their status for this book: 1) Dazai and Chuuya are already in relationship. The others are not aware of it yet they all suspect something's brewing up between them. 2) Dazai never left Port Mafia. He's still the one next in line to be Port Mafia's leader. 3) Chuuya is an executive along side Dazai. 4) They both are already adults. 5) If, in any oneshot, there is a change of scenario, I'll mention it beforehand. . That's all! Thank you~ . . . Disclaimer: The characters and artwork aren't mine unless specified. Although the plot is mine. However, some fluffshots are inspiration from the fanarts I found on Pinterest.

The Devil's Gamble [Dazai X Reader] by roselisa1234

She was sent to spy on them. But something-or someone-is making her question everything. Y/N, a skilled assassin from the Port Mafia, has one job: infiltrate the Armed Detective Agency and report back with their secrets. Cold, calculating, and armed with a deadly ability known as Thanatos' Kiss, failure isn't an option. But nothing goes according to plan-especially when Dazai starts paying a little too much attention to her. As cracks begin to form in her perfect disguise, Y/N finds herself torn between the mission she was raised to complete... and a truth she was never meant to feel. Not everyone is who they seem. And neither is she. New chapter every Saturday✨

Brown and Orange - Soukoku by curseof21

Dazai and Chuuya, 15 year old teenagers working in the Port Mafia with a little twist of the future. TW: contains drinking, cursing, sh, slight nsfw (kissing) Credits: Most characters belong to Bungo Stray Dogs. Wednesday, February 14, 2024 - Sunday, April 7, 2024 Unedited (I was half awake when I wrote this please excuse it)

Bandages unwrapped Dazai X Chuuya Done with the Mafia by slug246

After a long mission, Dazai brings his partner Chuuya back to his place to rest. His insomnia keeps him up, and at 3:12 he has completely forgotten that his partner was sleeping over. Dazai acts on instinct, walking into the bathroom with a knife, trying to stop the panic attack that has engulfed his body. Dazai works at the PM (Port Mafia), Mori sends him on a mission alone, what will happen to Dazai? Will Chuuya decode the message? How will it end? Read on to find out.

Pragma: Enduring Love by Achlys005

If asked, you will never get any concrete idea of the relationship between the Dazai Osamu and the Nakahara Chuuya back when they are in the Port Mafia. Are they partners? Sure. Do they hate each other? Maybe, yes? no? Were they dating? or maybe just a fling between two teenagers? Just what is going on between the two? It's just too complicated for a normal person to know. One thing for sure, their relationship resulted on something that even Mori didn't expect to be an outcome of their union. The only people who could truly answer are the two themselves, and of course their child. (Posted in AO3, cover not mine.)

Just A Deal, Right? (Skk) by Aishishh_luv

A few months after Chuuya Nakahara had joined the Port Mafia, Dazai Osamu decides to strike a deal with him, one to soothe his lingering desires... were they really just partners anymore? (Disclaimer : the pictures do not belong to me, I found them on Pinterest) ⚠️WARNING : This content is mature and extremely dark. Keep in mind that your mental health matters, and if you are a minor or someone who struggles with their mental health, Please do not read it. You can, as long as you're emotionally mature enough. ~ Part two 'Crawling back to you...' is in progress, under my profile. So follow, vote and stay tuned for more!

Bruised, Not Broken ( a soukoku fanfic ) by Crystalkatsuka

After years of silent endurance under Mori's thumb, Dazai Osamu finally breaks. Wounded, overstimulated, and unable to speak, he shows up at Chuuya's door in the dead of night - not as a Mafia executive, but as a shattered boy who doesn't know how to ask for help. Chuuya, still tethered to him by something deeper than he'll admit, takes him in without question. What begins as a night of tending wounds slowly unravels into something far more fragile: trust. As Dazai recovers in secret, hidden from Mori's reach, the two rediscover each other in the quiet. Trauma leaves its mark - in broken speech, haunted silence, and the missing eye Dazai refuses to explain - but Chuuya refuses to let him fall back into darkness. Even when Dazai proposes marriage in the middle of a breakdown, even when grief and guilt threaten to drown them both, Chuuya stays. Together, they plan their escape - from the Mafia, from their past, from a city that never let them breathe. With Ango's help, they fake their deaths and disappear into a life neither of them believed they could ever deserve. A life with a home. A shared bed. A bath filled with lavender oil. A prosthetic eye that lets Dazai be seen without being dissected. And for the first time in years, they begin to learn what safety feels like. But healing is never easy. And love, no matter how deep, doesn't erase the scars overnight. This is a story of survival. Of choosing each other. Of saying stay and meaning it. And of two broken souls building something whole in the quiet. So what would happen if both joined the ada? And what would happen if Mori demands Dazai back after the prison arc?

Mafia Lovers [Soukoku] by fujoshigirl17

This is story about Dazai and Chuuya's romantic relationship. It will have a lot of romance (probably). •Mafia! Dazai •Dazai is a little possessive in this story •Everybody in the port mafia already knows about them dating so it isn't a secret at all The characters don't belong to me. The fanarts are not mine, credits to the artist. Enjoy.

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Parted Entanglement { ② } cover

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Parted Entanglement { ② }

'''Can you... can you not look ?'' Chuuya was shocked at his words. He didn't realize that taking his body meant that he could see whatever's underneath, when the bandages wouldn't be there to hide them. What if Soukoku had their body switched for a week ? What if Dazai was forced to use Corruption when Chuuya wasn't there ? Will he make it ? ✨ 17 year-old Soukoku ✨ Romance ⚠️ Scars ⚠️ Blood ⚠️ Violence 🗞️ No. 6 in #dachuu 🗞️ No. 16 in #doubleblack 🗞️ No. 24 in #dazaiosamu 🗞️ No. 41 in #soukoku 🗞️ No. 40 in #nakaharachuuya 🗞️ No. 81 in #bungostraydogs 🗞️ No. 84 in #dazai 🗞️ No. 99 in #dazaixchuuya 🎨 Cover Art Credit : aka3kan (Twitter) 🎨 Content Art Credit : krgr_78 (Twitter)