BLACKBIRD - A BL love story
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Last published Thu, Mar 19, 2026
Freedom comes in many shapes, sizes, and forms.
Some say death is freedom.
Some say freedom is escaping from your past.
Some say freedom is to reincarnate into something new.
Some say freedom is to live life to the fullest.
Some say freedom is peace of mind.
Some say freedom is love.
My name is Atlas Booker.
I'm twenty-two (22) years old.
And I work at a bar.
I'm also in a university.
Long Valley University. (LVU)
And I believe freedom is to fly away. To grow wings and leave this filthy planet they call home.
But the universe had other plans for me, and my life changed when I met him. Emmett Porter, the man who ruined my life. For good.
WARNING:
This book contains heavy topics such as
- Alcoholism
- Animal Cruelty/abuse(?)
- Child Abuse/neglect
- Death
- Eating disorders
- Gay/boys Love
- Graphic Descriptions
- Mental illness
- Self Harm
- Strong language
- Suicide
- Violence
- Vomiting/Puke
There will not be warnings for what each chapter contains since most of each chapter will contain many of these subjects.
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