Some times I wonder.... What am I supposed to be if i didn't knew you.. Will I be a stronger person? Will I stop crying? Will I stop remembering all those time we had together. Or will I just end up in a heart break again? My name is Nicole Rivera. I may not look pretty but I have a kind, loving heart. I put my friends first before me. I was told to be a good actress because I can put a smile on my face even deep inside it hurts to smile. I cry during the night remembering every detail of the past. I loved a boy for 5 years and my feeling hasn't change a bit. But what I'm feeling isn't important. What's important is I care and love a person who FORGOT about me... Now I'm wondering if he regained his memory... It hurts to see him smile, but if hes happy then I'll just be happy for him... But I still love him...Today...Tomorrow.. FOREVER This is my story... Trying to conquer my fear of falling in love and getting hurt, trying to go back to reality and find true happiness. Its been 5 years trying to escape reality. I've been hiding my feeling's. Maybe it's time to find someone else.. Or will I still love him even if it hurts.All Rights Reserved