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for 99.9% of vents: all my shity little suicidal thoughts, anger rants, things on my mind, and things I wish I had the guts to say to some people but never can, basically for everything I got going on bottled up in my head that makes me wanna scream until my lugs cave in on themselves, everything will be deleted within 24 to 48 hours except for chapter one, do not save these or I'll be pissed (nobody who cares about me would regardless but still) and please don't ask me to elaborate, the first page will be going over the nicknames I'm using to keep the people's identitys secret, tho I hate these people who I'll be writing about I do not want people who know them to confront them on the shit they've done, last thing I want is another fight and my friends being lied to by worthless pieces of shit, this can and probably will mention self-harm, drugs, alcohol, sex, and abuse, if you or a loved one is experiencing any of these things please call 988 (national suicide and crisis line) and if any of these things trigger you please DO NOT read and PLEASE be safe
for harmless rants/updates: basically me updating after disappearing, bc I've decided that I'm gonna use this book for this as well instead of making a new one, some rants might include suicidal thoughts but most are just me ranting about shit in my life good and bad and whatever the fucks on my mind at the moment, updates are most likely me bitching about fallen off the face of the planet at the moment (and how I'm trying not to do that yet am) and etc
mental struggles: some chapters might be more along the lines of talking about mental struggles, illnesses, disabilities, diagnoses, disorders, etc etc and so forth, and how people aren't alone in that shit
There might be so random ass shit I add just bc idk where tf else to put it but then again I might make a book for that too, anyways though, stay safe and happy reading if you pick to read whatever this shit is because honestly who the fucking hell even knows
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Abigail
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Ultimately Fucked
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Stephen x Hosuh (angst oneshots)
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Finally Free
"I need you to be the put together one because I'm so fucked up. You've saved me." He whispers. "Carter, we saved each other." I mutter looking at him through my eyelashes. I lean into him, our lips not even an inch apart. "Sophia we shouldn't..." He looks hesitant. "Please, I need you." I almost started crying. "Please." I mutter one more time, my eyes begging for him. My body needing him. Sophia Carrington. She just moved from New York to California in search of a new life. When her life took a dark turn she's forced to leave everything behind. She just wants to finish her final year of high school, numb to the world, while learning to cope with the trauma she's endured. Carter Marquez. Newly single after being dumped by his girlfriend of two years. After losing his dad in a car accident he's fallen apart. The list of people he trusts is short, he hates letting people in. He's constantly trying to make up for his mistakes of the past, trying to find a new purpose in life. When the two of them collided, they instantly took a mutual disliking to each other. Misunderstandings and a dash of alcohol set a flame between them. Sophia hates the snarky remarks and stupid nicknames that leave his mouth. Carter thinks Sophia is just another trust fund brat. Soon their rivalry begins to dissolve and they learn that sharing the pain of their past can form connections they never thought to be possible. WARNING: This story contains mature topics such as sexual assault and drug addiction. Read with caution. Copyright © by lulustoriesss 2021Concluida
Sooooo this is gunna be out here, my first Wattpad booky. Y'all just a warning, (even tho you can probably tell by the description already) I write, A LOT so if you're bored and got some time, come on down! Disclaimer, this booky boi has no plot or order buuutttt maybe there's a time line? This book is pretty much a dump of writings that I make for myself from time to time. I don't often put a date with them but it is what it is. Some of them were during the summer before my first year of high school. Others are just strong feelings I've faced at one point in this year. Lots are probably just me writing about when I had someone I loved in my life. Keep in mind any new chapters or addings are probably here because I'm facing that junk in life rn. But yeah, lots of writings are kinda sad so if you're not looking to be in a sad child mood then I recommend a skips on this bookaru. I'm not on Wattpad to much, only to check on my fan girl things, (but I'm often in dead fandoms) and look for cool comics n stuff, so this book might get ignored until I find something to complain about in like, five months. Y'all this a big warning, I didn't really spell check this child and I'm kinda cringing right now, realizing how stupid this book is gunna be but my notes are getting full. Also most of these might be incomplete cuz even on a rampage, my fire just burns out and suddenly I get writers block (but mostly it's probably cuz I write loads of these at like three am). I'll probably add some little authors note at the end because I'm scared and because these are like, extremely personal. (Fr they probably got the names of real human peoples in them but no one will ever find mine booketh). Another Disclaimer; this book is not intended in anyway to be of use or of advice to anyone about anything, this book is pretty much just storage.... I started this book baby on : 9/4/18 An I done finished this o boi on : ion know yet, probably never. Sike it be done on : 9/23/18
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