vent book

for 99.9% of vents: all my shity little suicidal thoughts, anger rants, things on my mind, and things I wish I had the guts to say to some people but never can, basically for everything I got going on bottled up in my head that makes me wanna scream until my lugs cave in on themselves, everything will be deleted within 24 to 48 hours except for chapter one, do not save these or I'll be pissed (nobody who cares about me would regardless but still) and please don't ask me to elaborate, the first page will be going over the nicknames I'm using to keep the people's identitys secret, tho I hate these people who I'll be writing about I do not want people who know them to confront them on the shit they've done, last thing I want is another fight and my friends being lied to by worthless pieces of shit, this can and probably will mention self-harm, drugs, alcohol, sex, and abuse, if you or a loved one is experiencing any of these things please call 988 (national suicide and crisis line) and if any of these things trigger you please DO NOT read and PLEASE be safe

for harmless rants/updates: basically me updating after disappearing, bc I've decided that I'm gonna use this book for this as well instead of making a new one, some rants might include suicidal thoughts but most are just me ranting about shit in my life good and bad and whatever the fucks on my mind at the moment, updates are most likely me bitching about fallen off the face of the planet at the moment (and how I'm trying not to do that yet am) and etc

mental struggles: some chapters might be more along the lines of talking about mental struggles, illnesses, disabilities, diagnoses, disorders, etc etc and so forth, and how people aren't alone in that shit

There might be so random ass shit I add just bc idk where tf else to put it but then again I might make a book for that too, anyways though, stay safe and happy reading if you pick to read whatever this shit is because honestly who the fucking hell even knows