Frozen In Time // Akirui Angst
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Last published Sun, Jul 13, 2025
Rui was a skilled inventor - keyword 'was'. He was an inventor until something changed him. Will he ever get out of this pit of despair?
TW: SH, Depression, Suicidal thoughts and many mentions of suicide
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