I want it all BACK - JENLISA -
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Lisa had been so confident, so sure that her dream was finally becoming reality. Every step forward had filled her with hope-until, piece by piece, it all began to crumble. Day by day, the cracks widened, and what was once bright and certain turned into a mess of jealousy, hurt, and suffocating paranoia. Her heart, once full, now lay broken, the weight of it all pressing down on her chest like a stone.
There was no escape. No matter how hard she tried to shake it off, the pain clung to her, relentless. Every memory, every whispered doubt, every moment of hesitation-it was all stuck in her mind, replaying like a cruel loop. She had given everything. There was no way back.
How long had she waited? How many times had she swallowed her pride, buried her fears, and convinced herself that love would be enough? She loved Jennie-God, she loved her to death-but love wasn't supposed to feel like drowning. Love wasn't supposed to be a battlefield where she was the only one fighting.
She couldn't do it anymore. She couldn't stand in the shadows, watching Jennie pull them both apart with reckless words and careless actions. The darkness had consumed her for too long.
Until she moved on.
How do you really know that you still holding on?
When you see her with someone else.
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