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Heaven-Whsiper
Ongoing, First published May 11
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I entered my first real year with God full of hope-ready to leave my old life behind and live my faith with pride. I thought it would be a year of joy, peace, and clarity. But instead, I was met with doubt, silence, and pain.

Every day I wonder: Is this really the truth? Where is God? Why doesn't He speak?
I cry out, I pray, I scream-but nothing. Just emptiness. My soul longs for love, for connection, for meaning.

In the middle of personal struggles and outside pressure, everything I thought I believed in began to fall apart.
I expected life with God to be easier-but it feels heavier than ever.

And yet, I still believe.
Every day, I choose to live-with God.
Even when I can't feel Him. Even when it hurts. Even when I feel like giving up.
Because I believe: Every situation has an expiration date. Even pain.

This blog post is my way of being honest-about the inner battle, the vulnerability, the faith that somehow still remains.
My life is a mess. But it's a mess with God.
And maybe... just maybe, everything will turn around.
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