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We feel pain when alone with our thoughts, especially at night. 
These are some glimpses of the snippets of pain that hits us in an internal sense. We feel wrong to have them but it is a part of us and of life even. We drown in them most of the time, like time embracing us with its pain found inside our hearts. 
So let us drown together in it with my hand on yours and remember...
This won't always last forever; we still feel it but it has an ending, and so we have to go through it and endure it.All Rights Reserved

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"Things I Never Said Out Loud" by LIA12WREN

This is not pretty poetry. These are truths I was never taught to speak. Here lie the words I swallowed, the pain I buried, and the questions they told me not to ask. For the unheard. For the unseen. For the ones who feel too much in a world that tells them to feel less. I write for you. I write for me.

Life truly unflitterd by CRavencraft

Step inside the mind of someone who's lived it all the highs of love, the depths of addiction, the sting of abuse, the thrill of chaos, and the fragile moments of hope. These poems are more than words.they are survival. Written from scars, soul, and strength, this collection dives headfirst into the beauty and brutality of real life.No sugarcoating. Just truth. If you've ever felt lost, wild, broken, or alive this is for you. Its me on paper

Behind My Eyes. by AmberLarmer

come pick my mind and stay awhile, make yourself comfortable. it's awfully lonely in here. - inside this book, you'll find five distinct parts: simply me, which tells you almost everything you need to know about me. you, which tells you about my experience with love and the state of bliss it brings you. after you, which tells you about my experience with heartbreak and hate. nightmares, which is every scary thing that occurs in my mind and things that instill fear in those who read it. the book closes with recovery, where we explore self-confidence and self-discovery. these are the inner workings of my mind, i'm not going to sugar coat it for you: it's a sad, depressing place. this all comes from the pages of my journals so i'm sparing you the tear-stained pages, consider yourself lucky. hope you enjoy! - feel free to comment or message me :)

She. by decipheringBella

Poetry, scenes and short stories written from the fingertips of a girl who doesn't know her own heart. She's filled each corner with love and light that she thought was pure just to watch it rot off and fill like a gaping dark hole. But these heartbreaks made her heart what it is now. Whatever her heart is now.m She Series: Book one.

a hurricane of blues | poetry book 2 ✔ by -seanonym

❝you're so good at comforting others but who's comforting you?❞ a shelf of poems and proses containing the chaos and pain of heartache, loneliness, anger, grief, and sadness. #2 in proses book 2 of the poetic flowers series. other books : • confessions i will never say and other proses • letters after dark s t a r t e d : f e b r u a r y 2 0 2 1 e n d e d : j u n e 2 0 2 2 s t a t u s : c o m p l e t e d

as long as there's forever EP by Exequinne

I would not mind leaving this hell for another. Because I could not care less if I throw away my life of failure and inadequacy as long as you were with me. I was another stranger, another faceless being in the tapestry of your dreams. And you held my heart like a guitar peg, twisting and twisting until I snapped. Playing with my strings until my sound tore to shreds and I vanished into the mere noise of the world. And I did not mind it. Because when you met my eyes, I thought I saw myself reflected in yours. But it was not me who was there. It was my own hell. ˜"°•.˜"°•˜"°•.˜"°•˜"°•.˜"°• © 2023 (First Edition) [10,000 - 15,000 words] [All graphics are made by @sardonictabby] C/TW: Contains discussion about suicide and depression. Read at your own risk.

The Pieces of You by RayxLemons

If you really want to know the pain and heartbreak you put me through, this is for you. I know you will never want to know what you did to me. It's easier for you to just forget about it and act like it never even happened. Unfortunately I cannot forget. Here's everything anyway, for my sake. #11 in poetry #1 in heartbreakpoems #1 in poems #1 in sadpoems

Ink Stains on an Open Wound by BurnedFalcon

Some wounds bleed silently-in ink and memory. This collection of poems lays bare the raw, unfiltered truth of heartbreak, pain, and the fragile journey toward healing. Each verse is a whispered confession, a mark left by love lost and lessons learned, tenderly exploring the spaces where vulnerability and strength collide. For anyone who has felt the sting of solitude, the weight of unspoken sorrow, or the messy beauty of being broken yet brave, these poems are your companion. They invite you to sit with your pain, find solace in shared experience, and discover that healing is both a quiet struggle and a profound triumph. Let these ink stains be more than marks on a page-they are a testament to the courage it takes to feel deeply, to write honestly, and to rise anew. ✨ Dive into the journey of whispered secrets and tender reflections. 📖 Updated regularly with fresh verses-join the conversation and share your heart. 💬 Don't forget to vote, comment, and be part of this growing poetry community.

Poems of Pain and Solitude by words_harm_and_heal

For every person out there that was quiet, not because they chose to be so, but because they were choking in the smoke. Because their opinions were apparently not worth anything. Because they didn't know just how to say what they felt. For every person that is consumed by their own thoughts, the derision from the outside world only making it worse. For every soul that was drowning in remorse and anguish on restless nights. For every soul that says I love you in the dark and in the mirror because no one else does. For the floors we would pace while anxiety sunk its teeth into us. For the mirrors that we would break while shame echoed its laugh in our caged walls. For the hearts that would ache while loneliness was the only company. For every moment of pain and solitude in this world that feels too cruel for such young and frail minds.

Echoes of the Heart by Didylle

These are pieces of my heart-love, heartbreak, longing, and hope. Read, feel, and maybe see your own story reflected in these words. "Tell me-what hurts more: Knowing the person you love will die, Or knowing they're alive, Yet you can never have them?" - Elizabeth #1 destroying #1 poetrylovers #1 poetryoflife #1 poetryofthesoul #1 echoesoftheheart #1 destroying #1 forthebroken #1 healingthroughwords #4 Motivation #1 poembook

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"Things I Never Said Out Loud"

This is not pretty poetry. These are truths I was never taught to speak. Here lie the words I swallowed, the pain I buried, and the questions they told me not to ask. For the unheard. For the unseen. For the ones who feel too much in a world that tells them to feel less. I write for you. I write for me.