How it Feels to Feel
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E is only fifteen, but she carries the weight of a lifetime's worth of experience on her young shoulders. From Turkey to Italy, from the silence of loneliness to the chaotic noise of adolescence, How it Feels to Feel is the raw and heartfelt story of a girl fighting to find her place in a world that often seems to overlook her. In a life marked by isolation, bullying, unstable relationships, and a constant search for affection, E learns that pain can be a teacher - but it also leaves deep scars. This book is a journey through memories, wounds, and the fragile hopes of someone who, despite everything, continues to search for her worth, often hidden behind a screen but always alive within. It is the story of someone who feels invisible, yet has so much to say.
A true story...honest, painful, and deeply human.
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