I Deserve Better
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Am i worthless i don't deserve this do i? Sometimes i question my self Do i really have a purpose in life? did this happen to me for a reason? Wait wait... I know this shouldn't be happening to me. I should have listened to what people told me, i just wish it can go back to normal that this is just a dream because deep down i know that i am A strong,independent,smart,beautiful, Kind, and much more and I Deserve Better
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