In the Realm of dreams

How can you love someone you can't touch, someone you can't see and can't be with but always shows up and disturbs inside your dreams?

Is it possible to fall in love with the man inside your dream? What if loving him is a sin? am i willing to take the consequences?

Sabi nila love without God isn't love, but how can i love someone who doesn't even know who God is? How can i love someone who despise God? Ang hirap sobrang hirap mamili dahil alam kong may kapalit na pagsi-sisi sa huli. But if loving him is a sin then I'm willing to take the consequences.