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thehell_of_awareness
Ongoing, First published May 16, 2025
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In a world loud with masks, a boy is born with a pure heart, but his overwhelming awareness makes him see more than he should... and feel more than he can bear."

At seventeen, a young man stands as a stranger among the crowd, carrying a world inside him that doesn't resemble the one outside. From the shell of isolation, he slowly emerges-crawling toward the light... until he sees her. She-the face that carried the dream, only to become his hell.

From innocent attempts to connect, to manipulation in the name of love, the masks fall, and the mirror shatters. Was she truly the one? Or just a reflection of his own void?

"The Hell of Awareness"
The journey of a young man who faces love, growth, and the unforgettable weight of his first mistake.
When your awareness runs deeper than your age, every moment becomes a battle within.

It's a true story.
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