i don't think i'm okay anymore
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Two years after her husband's death on March 16, 2023, 38-year-old Mariah is holding her five children together with shaking hands and a crumbling soul. As the weight of grief, single motherhood, and unspoken trauma begins to swallow her, she starts to wonder if surviving is the same as living. Told through the quiet chaos of 2025, this is a raw story about love, loss, and the slow unraveling of someone who gave everything - and now has nothing left.
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