Waiting For Tomorrow
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MatureComplete Thu, Oct 15, 20152h 11m
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I am just a shell of what used to be, nothing but an empty discarded soul searching for hope in this decrepit world.
I remember when I was younger, when I used to swing on swings at the park so high as if I were trying to reach the sky. Now i'm here at the park just sitting here, slightly swinging back and fourth keeping my feet on the ground with tears streaming down my face.
Why is the world so cruel?
Every single day is a never ending hell, a nightmare.
Everything I love...Gone.
When you're stuck and you have no where else to go, what do you do?
A suicidal, self harming girl, Silva is facing the traumatising experience of bullying. Her only friend recently killed herself so she no longer has anyone to turn to.
When a new guy, (NOTE: THIS IS NOT A ROMANCE STORY) Tyler joins her school, he is quite nice to Silva yet Silva does not quite trust him, she doesn't trust anyone, she doesn't even talk to anyone.
Can Silva trust Tyler?
Will things get better for Silva or will they only get worse?
Will Silva ever recover from the things she goes through?
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(DISCONTINUED) I walked all the way to the park. I waited every day for at least thirty minutes. I walked back my confidence withering. Every. Single. Time. I was tired of waiting, I had my hopes up for way too long. One more walk, one more wait. He will be there. And he was. Lost on the path of not only life but her own decisions, Harlow Swan takes a chance to find her long lost friend, or crush, should I say. Meeting up with him again after two years, she realizes that maybe life wasn't so bad after all, and maybe there were some things that weren't as horrible as she thought. But not long after, things begin to go downhill, and her hopes begin to crumble. Harlow thinks that maybe once she's put her life back together, along with her hope, maybe everything would be normal again. But maybe everything wasn't meant to be normal, maybe it was all meant to be awful and way too truthful for her liking. It isn't just any normal story, after all; it's hers.
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