Where Have You Been All My Life?

I was 14 years old at the time and my name is Kendy. Some would say that I am head over heels in love at the moment, but it has only been a little over a month. Truth is, I have liked him for a good two years, and I didn’t expect him asking me out in this lifetime. Being so sure of this, I began talking to another boy who later broke my heart into a million pieces just to ask me out a few days into this relationship. I should’ve taken that very moment as a sign that more was yet to come. As usual, I never see the plainest of signs placed right in front of my face. How could one not see the flirting, rumors, texts, and conversations that lead up to a person liking you? That’s the many wonders of my mind I will never know. Subliminal or hidden messages I cannot see. Maybe I look too hard, or think the easy outcome isn’t the correct one. What’s wrong with me?