I don't wanna feel anymore
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Last published Sat, Jun 7, 2025
This book is a mirror of my soul - a collection of raw, unfiltered words born from silence, storms, and sleepless nights. Between these pages live the truths we often hide: pain dressed in poetry, hope laced with heaviness, and shadows that finally found a voice. It's not always pretty, but it's always real.
Or more poetic:
"This book is a quiet storm - a collection of truths too heavy for daylight, written in the language of shadows. Every page is a pulse, every line a spell cast from the heart's hidden corners. It speaks of wounds and wonders, of breaking and becoming. These are the words I never said out loud - and yet, they are the truest parts of me."
Maybe I can help some of you with my texts and if you need to talk to someone, I'm here to listen to you and to understand you.
Just text me over TikTok, my user is: its.._..okay8
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