What Hurts The Fastest (Sonadow)
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After falling for Jet the Hawk, Sonic thought he'd found someone who truly cared. But love quickly twisted into manipulation, isolation, and abuse. Convinced his friends abandoned him, Sonic disappears-only to be found months later, broken, brainwashed, and addicted.
As his new friends Nyx and Rafa try to help, and Shadow refuses to give up on him, Sonic is faced with a terrifying question: Can he escape the trauma Jet carved into him? Or is he too far gone to heal?
⚠️ TW: abuse (physical, emotional, sexual), self-harm, drug use, PTSD, eating disorder, manipulation, trauma recovery
Idea from @SonicLoverUwU (Through The Darkness)
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