She Was Me Every Time
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These pages weren't written to impress.
They weren't planned, outlined, or polished.
They just happened-on days I felt too much or nothing at all (or trip lang talaga).
This isn't a story with clear chapters or tidy endings.
It's a journal of all the versions I became
while trying to figure out who I really was.
Some days, I disappeared.
Some days, I burned too bright.
But every entry, every version... was still me.
If you're reading this,
I hope you find something honest here.
Even if it's a little messy.
Started: May 21, 2025
Ended: (still on going)
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