Hey... Am I a Good Girl?
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Last published Wed, May 21, 2025
Lyra Vail grew up in a house full of rules, where love meant obedience, and feelings were best left unspoken. Labeled the "good girl" and the eldest child, she wore her title like armor-never knowing it was forged from silence, pressure, and emotional neglect. Her dreams? Her likes? Her sadness? All irrelevant. All hidden. Because good girls don't complain. Good girls don't cry.
But how long can someone carry the weight of perfection before they crack?
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This is my first story on Wattpad, and also my first time writing a novel. I'm still learning, so I truly appreciate your support and understanding. Thank you for giving Lyra's story a chance!
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This story contains themes of emotional neglect, toxic family dynamics, arranged marriage, and sensual/sexual abuse. Some scenes may be triggering or disturbing to sensitive readers.
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