A CHILD OF THREE HOUSES
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Don't you sometimes feel like you're trapped?
you are there but it still feels unreal...you feel emotions but everything feels like an act for attention? the pain, happiness, tears... everything, every other emotions are just part of your imagination. You don't know when you are actually in pain and think if this is all an act or not.
The loop that never ends
"look at me, I'm being real now! - but am I really?"
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