How to be a Heartbreaker.

"So you used me?" He asked, his voice cracking at the end. I could literally hear my heart breaking. I was a bitch. A complete bitch. "You used me to make Nathan jealous?"

"Yeah." I admitted, hanging my head in shame. Why should I deny it? There was no point. It was true. I did use him to make Nathan jealous but that was before I realized how amazing Reid actually was. Nathan was a jerk while Reid was the sweetest, funniest guy on the planet.

"You're not even going to deny it?" He sounded shocked. I made the mistake of looking up at him. His beautiful eyes were glazed over, a sure sign that he was about to cry and it made me feel worse than anything knowing that I had caused it.

"No. Just listen to me, though. Let me explain." I pleaded, attempting to grab his hands but he snatched them back and stuffed them into the pocket of his over-sized sweatshirt.

"Explain what? It doesn't even matter, Avery. I don't want to talk to you anymore. Heck, I don't even want to look at you. You're a bitch." He hissed, turning around and walking out of my life. ~

They say the choices we make define who we are. So does that mean that I'm a terrible person? Am I truely awful because I decided to play with an innocent boy's heart? What a stupid question. Of course I'm a terrible, truely awful person for playing with an innocent boy's heart and just to get the attention of the biggest jerk in the world. I used him and I feel horrible about it. I never intended for it to go so far. I never intended to fall in love with Reid Casey, the nerdy little bookworm that actually had a great sense of humor and a heart-stopping smile but I did. Now he's gone though. I guess it's true what they say. You never know a good thing until it's gone. ~