Jin Ling doesn't keep a journal.
Not anymore. He's almost a sect leader now, nearly grown, surrounded by expectations he never asked for. Emotions are to be buried, not written down like a child with ink-stained hands.
And yet... there's a book on his desk. A gift from Lan Xichen. Beautiful, heavy, blank.
Until it isn't.
Each night, words appear. His own handwriting-but memories he doesn't recall, emotions he can't face, truths too raw to admit.
Around him, the world is shifting. Wei Wuxian, alive again. Lan Wangji, quiet and unshakable. The two of them-together-pulling at threads Jin Ling thought were safely knotted. And as he watches, observes, resents, and records, the lines between anger and understanding begin to blur.
He never meant to keep a journal.
But the journal kept him.
What if, after Wei Wuxian's death, that day at burial mounds. He wakes up in his 4 years old body. Before Gusu, before Yungmeng, before Jian fangmian found him. Alone in the yilling streets?. What will happen next? What will he do?
Read and find out.
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Ship: Wangxian
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I have read many waking up in the past stories. They are good, of course. But all of them either waking up in gusu studying time or just before they depart to gusu. If it was child Wei Wuxian, it was a HOB crossover or baoshan finding him. I don't dislikes them. It's just i want a one where, Wei Wuxian doing it in his way. Something he never get a chance of.
I don't know if you have read one similar. But I'm sure this and that will bever be the same.
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I do not own any of these characters, they belong to MXTX. The characters are from MDZS. I do not own any of these images i have used. And this story is my pure immagination.