Suicide Notes?

Trigger warning: strong langage and mentions of death. Strong scence of suicide, violent outbursts, and suicidale attempts

Mattheo had always struggled with anxiety. he might have been on the football team and people know him. they never really knew him they only knew of him. he was always the guy people smiled at but never talked to. he disapered in the shadows. but he had dreams. he wanted to talk but the fear of rejection was stronger.

Elizabeth was an overachiver always trying to impress her parents. she was in all honors classes. was the lead in the school play. she was in band played the bass. she sung in the school chior and was on track to being validictoria. little did they know Elizabeth had anxiety attacks and depressive episodes.

when Elizabeths brother landon gives mattheo a notbook filled with sucicide letters mattheo felt he needed to give them to the rightful people.

he went to there house and gave his family the letters making his parents thankful that there son had a friend. but deep down mattheo knew they wherent friends. his greed for a stable family and relashionship over took him.

when the truth comes out Mattheo is faced with the dark relization that his entire world is going to shatter. all becuase Elizabeth wanted her brother back. she read the notebook finding disturbing thoughts and questionable things her brother did.
the longer this lie went on for the longer Mattheo had it all.

slowly the relashionship between elizabeth and mattheo starts to blossem into something more then expected hes more drawn to telling her but he never got the chance.

This book is heavily inspired by dear even hanson so credit to the writer of that and the director of the movie

Started May 23 2025