If It's With You
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[COMPLETED] [IN REVISION] What if the hardest part isn't falling in love, but believing someone might actually stay?
Todd Bounsok has mastered the art of disappearing. Abandoned by his mom and emotionally neglected by his dad, he keeps his guard up. It's safer that way.
Then there's Jack Arlington-golden boy, hockey player, the kind of guy who doesn't just notice you... he looks at you like he wants to.
One spark at a college party turns into something neither of them expected. But as Todd pulls away and Jack tries to hold on, they're both forced to face the parts of themselves they've been running from.
A slow-burn, angsty, and tender bxb romance about love, identity, and what it really means to stay.
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