It was my birthday 2015 that I really started noticing it. It was also a day I spent mostly crying. Living with boys is hard but what's worst is when they leave for college and forget about you. That's what happened to me. I went from having 4 brothers to none and I don't think I've ever felt so alone in my life. With a psychotic absentee dad and overbearing mum I didn't think I could go on. Until I met him?