To Be Unmade
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Sometimes we don't get to choose what kind of monsters we become.
Rain. Blood. Regret. Rinse and repeat.
I was trained to be S.H.A.D.O.W.'s (Subversive Human Advancement Division for Organized Warfare) favorite monster. Silent, Deadly, and 100% Emotionally unavailable. But ever since I ghosted their little lab experiment support group, I've been doing my own thing: freelance missions, stylish murder, and collecting trauma like Pokémon cards.
Then... he showed up.
Bucky Barnes. Yes, that Bucky Barnes. The man, the myth, the metal-armed menace who's supposed to be reformed but looks at me like he's trying to remember something. Something important. Something dangerous.
This was supposed to be a simple mission. Infiltrate. Observe. Don't flirt with the ex-Winter Soldier.
Oops.
Now there's a body on the floor that wasn't mine, an entire team of NEW Avengers crashing through the walls, and a very real chance I'm either about to be arrested, killed, or emotionally compromised.
Again.
~
A slow-burn, Enemies-to-Lovers Bucky Barnes x OC story full of banter, blackout missions, morally gray decisions, and the occasional flirtatious headbutt!
I really hope you enjoy!
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Enemies. Survivors. Something else entirely. She was supposed to be a ghost forgotten experiment of Hydra, buried and erased. Instead, she came back with fire in her veins, a vibranium chip in her neck, and the memory of the man who stares at her like she should mean something. Now she's part of a reformed Avengers unit under S.W.O.R.D., forced to work alongside the one person she can't stand: Bucky Barnes. The Winter Soldier. He's cold, controlled and doesn't remember her. She's furious, unstable, and dangerous to trust. And yet, every glance feels like a memory he can't grasp. Every fight between them burns too close. HQ is already placing bets on whether they'll kill each other or something else entirely. But when a lead surfaces that could unravel their pasts and expose the lies Hydra buried with them Mafer and Bucky must work together. Even if it means confronting the truth neither of them are ready for. Because sometimes fire remembers winter. And sometimes enemies burn the brightest together.
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