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🖤 "What Hurts More, Him or Me?"

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Parts 17
Time 46m

Fujoshi_Bakugo24

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🖤 "What Hurts More, Him or Me?"
In a world where pro heroes shine bright under the spotlight, shadows still creep behind closed doors.

Years after graduating from U.A., Midoriya Izuku has claimed the No.1 hero title-standing tall with a smile the world adores, and a boyfriend the world praises. But behind the glamour of the hero life hides bruises, secrets, and whispers he's too scared to speak aloud.

Enter Bakugo Katsuki-No.2 hero, all rage and grit and unresolved feelings. He thought he buried his love for Deku long ago, but when a hero gala reunion throws them into the same orbit again, Katsuki starts noticing the cracks Deku's been hiding behind fake laughs and perfectly tailored suits.

When secrets bleed through smiles and one rough touch too many finally pushes Katsuki over the edge, he's left with only one choice:

Save the one person he swore he'd never love again...
Or watch him fall apart in silence.

Title: 🖤 "What Hurts More, Him or Me?"
Genre: Angst | Hurt/Comfort | Romance | Hero Society AU| 
Pairing: Bakugo Katsuki x Midoriya Izuku (BakuDeku)
Rating: Mature (TW: Toxic Relationship, Emotional Abuse, Language)

NEITHER THE SERIES NOR THE IMAGES USED BELONG TO ME! ALL CREDITS TO THEIR ORIGINAL OWNERS!!All Rights Reserved

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"𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐊 𝐈 𝐂𝐀𝐍 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔." ☆ ☆ ☆ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ 𝐏𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐇𝐎𝐁𝐈𝐀 - 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐅𝐄𝐀𝐑 𝐎𝐅 𝐅𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐈𝐍 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐎𝐑 𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐂𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐄 𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐂 𝐑𝐄𝐋𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐏𝐒. ☆ ☆ ☆ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀𝐀𝐊𝐀𝐍𝐄 𝐀𝐊𝐈 𝐒𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐄 𝐒𝐇𝐄'𝐃 𝐍𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝐅𝐀𝐋𝐋 𝐈𝐍 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀𝐒𝐇𝐄 𝐒𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐄 𝐒𝐇𝐄'𝐃 𝐍𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝐋𝐄𝐓 𝐀𝐍𝐘𝐎𝐍𝐄 𝐈𝐍. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ 𝐁𝐔𝐓 𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐍 𝐀 𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐋𝐄 𝐒𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐊 𝐂𝐀𝐍 𝐈𝐆𝐍𝐈𝐓𝐄 𝐀 𝐆𝐔𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐄𝐃 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐓. ☆ ☆ ☆ a katsuki bakugo x fem!reader story set in a modernized mha universe. started 8/14/25

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