Loathing you | J. Kirstein
- LECTURES 80
- Votes 6
- Chapitres 3
En cours d'écriture<5 mins
Dernière publication mar., mai 27, 2025
LOATHING
/ˈləʊðɪŋ/
A feeling of intense dislike or disgust; hatred.
Hatred. Putrid and bitter. That was all that was felt between Ebony Winters and Jean Kirstein.
But mutual abhorrence all too often hides mutual infatuation beneath.
And what is ardour if not disdain's own mirror upon the coin of such matters?
🗡️
Tous Droits Réservés
#392
jeanxreader
Rejoignez la plus grande communauté de conteursObtiens des recommandations personnalisées d'histoires, enregistre tes préférées dans ta bibliothèque, commente et vote pour développer ta communauté.
Vous aimerez aussi
rose tinted hours
jean kirschtein x fem!reader, college au ⋅ ⋆ ─────── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ─────── ⋅ ⋆ There's a small comfort in knowing my own insignificance. Not like watching a video comparing the size of the Earth to other celestial bodies, or experiencing a sudden moment of clarity in a bumper-to-bumper style traffic jam on the highway. Insignificant in the sense that nothing really matters and that's okay, it's always been okay, and there's really no point in thinking about it. Insignificant like a caterpillar that doesn't care if the sun's going to explode in a fucktillion years and focusses on the leaf it sits on. Insignificant like falling seamlessly into the life that I've been sewn into from the beginning, stitch by stitch, blind, chewing, chewing. So why is it? Why is it when I attend university, when I listen to my lectures and do my homework and finish my shifts and eat my meal, why is it when I look into your eyes, I become something? ⋅ ⋆ ─────── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ─────── ⋅ ⋆ ao3 tags: ok here we go / Alternate Universe - College/University / Sickfic / Sick Character / Fluff / Kissing / Alternate Universe - Modern Setting / Texting / Vomiting / Not at the same time / Winter / i dont know how to make tea / mentions of bagged milk / slight angst? i guess? if you squint? / reiner texts like a boomer and im sorry / POV First Person / Present Tense / Friends to Lovers / One Shot Collection / Driving / Eventual Smut / Other Additional Tags to Be Added / Slow To UpdateTerminé
sunshine - jean kirschtein
your classmate jean helps you study:) that's it nothing else happens... college au, 18+ characters, 18+ content, alcohol consumption, smut, praise kink, degrading kink, violence, toxic behavior.Terminé
Forget Him | Jean K.
✦•·.·¯˚·.·• "𝑯𝒆 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒂𝒄𝒉𝒆 𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒎𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒏𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒎𝒆𝒕 𝒉𝒊𝒎." •·.·˚¯·.·•✦ "Do you believe in fate?" Jean asks, his gaze stays away from the stars, and instead, he looks at you as if you were his star. You look at Jean, "Yeah, I do. Do you?" You brace yourself for the answer you knew he'd give you, but it still stung regardless. Jean takes a deep breath, like your question had been something that he'd talked about many times before, and he'd grown tired of giving the same answer each time. He shakes his head. "No, I don't." ✦ . ⁺ . ✦ . Y/N wanted to leave her hometown in Ragako and have a fresh new start. The continuous stares and whispering about her past only urging her to do the one thing she knew how to do: run away. Treading on a new journey into the future, she somehow finds herself opening doors to the past. Has she finally found a reason to stay? Or will y/n find herself turning back to her old ways? Jean Kirstein, an art student at Mitras university, tangled up in the friend group you freshly entered, leaves him no choice but to stay close by. Jean finds himself wanting to break down the wall he'd worked so desperately hard to build up, and allow you to take a look into his heart, into his soul. His cold exterior and even colder interior finally begin to melt into a wet puddle at his feet as he finds you to be his muse. The two of you never seemed to get along, but what happens when the line between hate and love finally begins to blur? ✦ . ⁺ . ✦ . DUAL POV Title name inspired by Jeff Buckley's "Forget her" Book cover credit: I believe it's Kama_moto
𝐈𝐟 𝐈 𝐋𝐞𝐭 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐈𝐧 | 𝐉𝐞𝐚𝐧 𝐊𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐢𝐧
You swore you'd never love again. Not after grief hollowed you out and left you carrying ghosts. Jean Kirstein swore he'd never surrender again. Not after being treated like a puppet in a life scripted by someone else's control. Neither of you asked to collide. Together-nothing but unraveling threads, but scars sure have a way of recognizing each other. And once the walls crack, it's only a matter of time before everything shatters. What happens when the grief you've buried finds its reflection in another broken soul? ⋆｡˚ ☁︎ ˚｡⋆｡˚☽˚｡⋆ - 𝐚 𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐠𝐞 𝐚𝐮 𝐬𝐞𝐭 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝 𝐨𝐟 𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐢𝐭𝐚𝐧. 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐥𝐮𝐝𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞 (𝟏𝟖+) 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐝𝐚𝐫𝐤 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭. 𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐠𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐥𝐲. 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐝 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐚𝐝𝐮𝐥𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐬 - ᐢ..ᐢ nice rankings ៸៸ ✦ ~ #1 erenjaeger ~ #1 snkfanfic ~ #7 jeanxreader ~ #10 aotfanfic
WAR | Jean Kirstein
❝ 𝘪𝘧 𝘪 𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘺 𝘩𝘪𝘮, 𝘪 𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘺 𝘮𝘺 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘵𝘳𝘺. 𝘮𝘺 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘵𝘳𝘺 𝘪𝘴 𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘦. ❞ ❝ 𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘯 𝘪?❞ ❝𝘯𝘰, 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶. ❞ ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ When two opposite sides of a war slowly get involved with each other. Discovering new things together under a tight seal to keep their connection pure, and unharmed until they realize it was built off deception. jean kirstein / fem reader shingeki no kyojin , hajime isayama [originally written janurary of 2021] ఌ︎. cover art creds - @smackthedeviloutofit via instagram 𝙗𝙚𝙨𝙩 𝙧𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨 𝙨𝙤 𝙛𝙖𝙧 ᯓ★ #1 in Jean | 6.1.25 #1 in JeanxReader | 4.1.25 #1 in Eldia | 4.27.25 #1 in PorcoGalliard | 5.19.25 #1 in AngstWithNoHappyEnding | 3.18.25 #1 in AttackOnTitan | 6.9.25 #1 in Marley | 8.1.25 #1 in Kirstein | 9.30.25 #1 in JeanKirstein | 11.5.25 #4 in AOTxReader | 8.30.25Terminé
Phobia - A Levi x Original Character Story
phobia /ˈfəʊbɪə/ noun an extreme or irrational fear of or aversion to something. *** Eve Hamilton has a fear of touch. She immediately becomes defensive when anyone touches her. This isn't a problem because she is one of the most respected person in the Military Police, ranking as second-in-command. She works alone, but it isn't an issue because no one dares to get close to her. But that all changes after a meeting with all the Military Corps. Suddenly she is forced out of her usual comfort zone and she can't help but think about the reason for her discomfort. Levi Ackerman. -- trigger warning - violence, slavery. -- A Levi x Original Character. Book I of the Phobia series.Terminé
Lily Valley
jean kirstein teaches you how to be a woman; girlhood captured so ethereally, summer beneath the sun; run thick with desire jean kirstein x reader - modern au heavy with smutTerminé
just us
jean kirschtein x gn!reader / oneshot / wc: 9.4k ⋅ ⋆ ─────── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ─────── ⋅ ⋆ It's the last summer of high school and it's time to grow up. Too bad I have to do it without you. Nights like this I wish could last forever: just us in the rain. ⋅ ⋆ ─────── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ─────── ⋅ ⋆ ao3 tags: FUCK / Alternate Universe - High School / or the tail end of it / Reader-Insert / gender neutral reader / How Do I Tag / Kissing / Angst / Fluff and Angst / Growing Up / Separations / Rain / Late Night Conversations / POV First Person / Present Tense / Pining / French-Speaking Jean Kirstein / Reader is emotional / theres some music for this too / Don't Examine This Too CloselyTerminé
jean kirschtein x fem!reader, college au ⋅ ⋆ ─────── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ─────── ⋅ ⋆ There's a small comfort in knowing my own insignificance. Not like watching a video comparing the size of the Earth to other celestial bodies, or experiencing a sudden moment of clarity in a bumper-to-bumper style traffic jam on the highway. Insignificant in the sense that nothing really matters and that's okay, it's always been okay, and there's really no point in thinking about it. Insignificant like a caterpillar that doesn't care if the sun's going to explode in a fucktillion years and focusses on the leaf it sits on. Insignificant like falling seamlessly into the life that I've been sewn into from the beginning, stitch by stitch, blind, chewing, chewing. So why is it? Why is it when I attend university, when I listen to my lectures and do my homework and finish my shifts and eat my meal, why is it when I look into your eyes, I become something? ⋅ ⋆ ─────── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ─────── ⋅ ⋆ ao3 tags: ok here we go / Alternate Universe - College/University / Sickfic / Sick Character / Fluff / Kissing / Alternate Universe - Modern Setting / Texting / Vomiting / Not at the same time / Winter / i dont know how to make tea / mentions of bagged milk / slight angst? i guess? if you squint? / reiner texts like a boomer and im sorry / POV First Person / Present Tense / Friends to Lovers / One Shot Collection / Driving / Eventual Smut / Other Additional Tags to Be Added / Slow To Update
Plus d’InfosDirectives de Contenu