Split Me Open
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Last published Sun, Jun 1, 2025
The depressing story of an ordinary British girl. A human that has to live the hard way just because her parents never took proper care of her. How it's like living with the world's most deadliest mental illness: Borderline Personality Disorder, taking place in England and trying to survive the British School system.
All while battling basic human everyday life that no one thinks twice about- had a deep affect on her in the present moment and the future.
School, friends, social media, maintaning or approaching any sort of relationships. The British school system has a deep affect on her growing up. This is not a normal story about mental health rep you might have read before. This can be extremely triggering for those who have BPD.
Severely heavy doses of emotions. Thoughts. Feelings.
To those who have been swallowed hole like your not human- all because your needs weren't met-because of this horrifying illness, this is for you. And for the neurotypicals who just want an oddly specific but heavy dose of pain and trauma.
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