What Do I Do?
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Last published Tue, Jun 3, 2025
Harvey is a 16, nearly 17 year old transgender gay boy living in a christian home where being gay and transgender is frowned upon.
Ever since he was little he has been adventuros and hyper but in the past 2 years thats all gone and now he's depressed, self harms, has attempted suicide many times and struggles eating.
He was also very close with his cousin, Louis Tomlinson, who is 7 years older than him and his boyfriend Harry Styles.
One christmas, both harry and louis notice Harvey isnt eating anything whern they ask him about it he just says he feels a bit ill and they let it slide.
But at the annual easter holidays family meet up Harvey still isnt eating anything and is wearing a hoodie and when he takes it off, is wearing long sleeves, louis and harry get concerend.
What happens when they question the young boy about it and will Harvey's parents find out he's not the little girl they think he is.
TW: MENTIONS MANY TIMES OF SELF HARM, SUICIDAL ATTEMPTS AND THOUGHTS, EATING DISORDERS AND A SHIT TON OF TRIGGERING STUFF, SO DONT READ IF YOU GET TRIGGERED BY ANYTHING
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