A BEGGING TO BE BELIEVED

Welcome to Unlearning Womanhood, where the shards of my brokenness are scattered everywhere. I'm piecing together the fragments of my identity, trying to make sense of the mess that I've become. But the darkness is suffocating, and the uncertainty is paralysing. I'm terrified of what I'll find when I look deeper, of what I'll become if I let go of the expectations and norms that have defined me.

I'm lost in the haze of my own making, a girl, a woman, a fragile heart beating. I'm searching for answers, but the questions keep changing. I'm chasing shadows, but the light keeps on wavering. I'm not sure who I am or what I'm supposed to be, but I'm trying to figure it out.

This blog is a reflection of my own shattered self, a messy and imperfect attempt to rebuild and redefine what it means to be a woman. It's a space where I'll share my broken thoughts, my fractured feelings, and my disjointed experiences. I'll try to be honest but don't expect me to be whole. I'm still searching for the pieces of myself that I've lost along the way, and I'm scared of what I'll find when I'm done searching.

The unknown is a void that yawns open before me, a chasm of uncertainty that threatens to swallow me whole. But I'm stepping into it anyway, because what choice do I have? Maybe you're standing at the edge of the void too, trembling with fear and uncertainty. If so, let's take the leap together, and see what lies on the other side.

This book is a journey into the unknown, a journey of unlearning and relearning, of questioning and seeking. It's a journey that I'm taking with you, and I hope that together, we can find a way to heal, grow, and become the women we're meant to be.