Letters To God

Things happen. They happen for reason we may or may not understand. But when Those things hit us, they hit us HARD. They etch themselfs into your heart and cause things to happen and problems to develop. But then they teach us about things we didn't know before. And we finally come to a point were we can understand them, when we can understand why God makes these things happen in our lives. An that he makes them happen so he can teach us lesson we need to learn, and help us realize what we were doing wrong to cause those things to happen.

This is one of those things, one of those things that came and hit me out of nowhere. I panicked, i didn't put my faith in God an i didn't wait for him to act, I did my own thing. And thats probably why things didn't turn out to good. I've made mistakes, I have regrets, I lost a friend because of my own selfishness. But now I figure it's time I tell everyone why, why I was selfish, hurt, and scared. Why this happened, and both what I gained, and what I lost from it. So God, here are my questions, I'll wait for your anwsers.