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Esoteric Love

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Reads 394
Votes 52
Parts 49
Time 22h 16m

esoteric love mystery poetry romance

Hello, my dear readers! I'm fleesearest :･🪼⋆.ೃ࿔*:

Ahmm, paano ba i2? Hi vlog, welcome to my guys? Haha emeXD

This is a work of fiction! With a twist of unting real-life situations:)

This story is a creation born of my imagination, interwoven with fragments of real-life experiences by people. It is an esoteric tale inspired by the people I encounter-both in the digital world and in reality. Writing this story has been my sanctuary, a way to pour out my struggles and nurture the words that have shaped me into a better version of myself. I also shared in this story the poems I have wrote and some motivation to y'all hehe!

Ever since I was a child, I've dreamed of becoming a renowned author. Through this story, I hope to touch the hearts of readers and provide solace to those seeking escape from this seemingly hellish world.

At its core, this story revolves around Kenna, a young woman burdened by friendships, insecurities, and an overwhelming tendency to hate and blame herself. Then there's Colin, a reserved soul who struggles to connect with others and has only a handful of companions.

Please bear with me as I try my best to explain. I know I'm not the best at summaries, but here goes! (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)

Kenna suffers from depression, a result of the hardships she has faced in life. Though she is a Woman of God, she harbors resentment towards Him, believing He abandoned her in her darkest hours. Colin, on the other hand, is a steadfast Man of God who accepts Kenna's tumultuous past and complex personality with unwavering grace. He believes that every trial carries a purpose and keeps a diary and sketchbook filled with thoughts and drawings of her-proof of his quiet but profound love.

Kenna also keeps a diary where she put her feelings and unsaid thoughts. She used a Morse code so that people wouldn't understand it easily because of her fear that someone might read it. 

Ah basta, kapagod naman mag-explain, HAYS... basahin niyo nalang po eueueu!XAll Rights Reserved

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🌙 Whispers of the Moon by Sheenabless

Sa bawat gabi ng kabilugan ng buwan, may naririnig si Aisla na mga bulong mahina, ngunit malinaw na tinatawag ang kaniyang pangalan. Akala niya'y bunga lang iyon ng pagod o imahinasyon... hanggang sa isang gabi, isang estrangherong lalaki ang biglang humarap sa kaniya sa liwanag ng buwan. Si Eryx, isang nilalang na nakatali sa sumpa ng buwan, ay may lihim na koneksyon kay Aisla isang koneksyon na nagsimula pa sa nakaraang buhay. Habang unti-unti niyang nalalaman ang katotohanan sa pagitan ng mga panaginip, alaala, at sumpa, natutunan niyang hindi lahat ng pag-ibig ay para sa mundo ng mga buhay. 💫 Love was written in the stars... but cursed by the moon. 🌕 Some whispers can wake the heart... even after death.

Safe With You (Khun Bodyguard) by Bibimbapyes

Orm Kornnaphat isn't supposed to be a pop star. She's supposed to be preparing to take over Sethachon Co., Ltd., following the path her father has set-higher education abroad, a master's degree, and then stepping into the family business. But Orm has other plans. "Just one single," she begs. That single changes everything. She pours herself into it-writing the lyrics, directing the music video, making sure every detail is hers. When it's released, the world takes notice. The song becomes a phenomenon, and overnight, she isn't just the heir to a powerful corporation. She's Orm Kornnaphat, Thailand's biggest young star. Fame is thrilling, but it comes with a cost-endless scrutiny, obsessed fans, and the constant threat of danger. Her father doesn't take risks. He hires protection. Enter Ling Ling Kwong. Ling has spent years proving herself in the private security industry. She isn't just the heir to Kwong Securities-she's one of the best, combining business expertise with years of combat training. When her father assigns her to guard a pop star, she expects a spoiled client. She doesn't expect to recognize her. Because once upon a time, a little girl with big, teary eyes had clung to her, declaring, I want to marry you. Orm doesn't seem to remember. But Ling does. And as they're forced into each other's orbit, balancing fame, duty, and a past that refuses to stay buried, Ling starts to wonder-was she always meant to be the one keeping Orm safe? And if so, who will protect her from Orm?

Moments not Mine by celestique_78

Esme was the last person to see her best friend alive. Now, everyone-friends, family, even the police-suspects her of a crime she didn't commit. Desperate to prove her innocence, she uncovers a hidden digital world her best friend had kept secret: a web of fake accounts, cryptic messages, and untold clues. One account, in particular, becomes her lifeline-a place where her best friend confided, joked, and dropped hints about her life. Here, Esme meets someone unexpected; actually two someones: two mysterious guys who help her piece together the puzzle, but neither of them knows what the other looks like. Every conversation is charged with curiosity, trust, and tension, as they navigate messages, hidden posts, and the shadows of a life Esme never truly knew. In a world where everyone is suspect and nothing is as it seems, Esme must follow the digital breadcrumbs to uncover the real killer-and maybe discover a connection she never expected. Author's Note 💌 Hey lovely readers! ✨ First off, thank you so much for opening Moments Not Mine. This story has been swirling in my head for a while, and I finally decided to put it all down for you to experience. Esme's journey is mysterious, tense, and kinda emotional-so buckle up 😅. She's just an ordinary girl caught in extraordinary circumstances, and I hope you enjoy every twist, clue, and secret she uncovers. Oh, and a little heads-up: there's a lot of online mystery, secrets, and a tiny dash of tension (and maybe some sparks 😏), so keep your eyes peeled and your theories ready. Thanks for reading, for commenting, for theorizing, and just for vibing with this story. Your support means the world 💛. Stay curious, -Esme's very nervous but excited author 😅💫

Not so Love by Ash_Vn

A man speaks up. I'm Rajeev. I don't know why I am telling you this but you should hear this. You are the correct person who can understand this. This is a story about a family. Every life is a story and every person is a character. And the human mind has different shades. What if different shades if one mind come as different person, yes this story is about that. It's about a hard life like yours. Life is not about winning or losing, it's about leading. It's about committing and correcting mistakes. It's about leaping and learning. It's about odd and even. It's about you. Don't think much. You will understand this when the story gets over. Remember one thing. Being good is the safest role to play. Be good and do good. I am also a part of this story but not a bigger part. so the bigger part is Ankit. He is the same as you and me. Good looking, loving and happy, normal man. Rithik, who told perfect doesn't exist? He is perfect. Like a part of our brain wants us to be right? Perfect. Rich, responsible, handsome and disciplined. Tara, everyone dreams to be a saviour. She is one. oh, wait! What if she is not? I don't know. only you can tell that. You are the listener right. At last suhana, she is us. A girl who dreams and try to achieve that. We all have motives and what extent you would go to attain that? Beyond extent? Come on this is survival of the fittest and people can go beyond any extent. Yes, it is bad. Suhana is bad and its okay cause everyone is bad. Either always or of a sudden. So let's not waste more time is the description and quickly, let me tell you the horrific tragedy of one bad decision.

TIMELESS - Just another Tayvis-inspired love story by sasi-tv-99

In 2021, Taylor Swift falls asleep crying over the wrong man, tangled in cotton sheets and a love she thought would last forever. But then, in the blink of a crinkling eye, she wakes up in a stranger's bed. In a house she's never seen. In a body that doesn't feel like hers. With a phone full of pictures she doesn't remember taking. A calendar she didn't fill. A new album she didn't plan. And... a boyfriend she's never even met. Everything is wrong. But the world doesn't stop. No one questions a thing. Everyone smiles like nothing has changed. Strangers hug her like lifelong friends. Her team tells her she's just tired - after the end of an Era. None of it makes sense, really. And yet - they all insist it's right. That she's safe. Loved. His. But she doesn't remember him. Doesn't remember Travis Kelce at all. Still, he looks at her like he knows how the story ends. Kisses her like he can't believe he gets to. Touches her like he's mapped every inch of her skin. Says "I love you" like it's always been true. And somehow, while she plays along, smiling when they expect it, nodding through conversations, saying "I'm okay" - her heart starts to believe him. Even if her mind still whispers: run. Because you may not remember - but somehow, you just know when love is real. Still... Time doesn't take kindly to being bent. And Fate, darling... she does not like being outplayed. Because somewhere in the past, Taylor is now trying to change the future - shifting moments she was never meant to touch. And somewhere in 2025, the version of her she was meant to become... is already starting to slip away. Erased from cameras. Absent from stages. Missing from mirrors. Because when you rewrite the story... you also change the woman who lived it. And Time? Time always takes back what was never owed to Fate. But still - Hope lingers. Because even in a different life, she still would've been his. They still would've been - TIMELESS.

𝐂𝐄𝐂𝐈𝐋𝐈𝐀 | ✔️ by lolstfuimreading

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Mortally Insane. by Arrowlover300

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The Memory Between Us I LingOrm by shazzy1612

Prologue - The Memory Between Us They said time would heal her. But two years later, Ling was still staring out the glass window of her penthouse, fingers wrapped around a cold mug of coffee she never finished. CEO. Heiress. Fiancée to a ghost. Her world ended once... And then again, when she was forced to marry someone who wasn't even hers to begin with. The vows weren't meant for her. The dress wasn't either. But the name on the marriage certificate? Ling Ling Kwong. And the bride beside her? Orm. Her sister's fiancée. It was supposed to be temporary. A contract. Just one year to protect the family name and walk away. But no one told her love doesn't follow contracts. And no one warned her how cruel memory could be. Because just when Ling finally opened her heart again... Orm forgot everything. Forgot their laughter. Their fights. Their promises. Forgot her. And now, Ling wasn't sure she had the strength to lose her all over again. DISCLAIMER This story is purely fictional. It has no connection to real-life events, individuals, or entities, whether living or deceased. Any similarities are purely coincidental and unintentional. Ling Ling Kwong & Orm Kornnaphat, of course, are lovely girls and not as the characters mentioned in this fanfiction. Remember, this is a fanfiction! Enjoy! **All photos are credited to their respective owners.

Word Of Action!✔️ by saraqat

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The Guy Online by MiraSlaya

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🌙 Whispers of the Moon

Sa bawat gabi ng kabilugan ng buwan, may naririnig si Aisla na mga bulong mahina, ngunit malinaw na tinatawag ang kaniyang pangalan. Akala niya'y bunga lang iyon ng pagod o imahinasyon... hanggang sa isang gabi, isang estrangherong lalaki ang biglang humarap sa kaniya sa liwanag ng buwan. Si Eryx, isang nilalang na nakatali sa sumpa ng buwan, ay may lihim na koneksyon kay Aisla isang koneksyon na nagsimula pa sa nakaraang buhay. Habang unti-unti niyang nalalaman ang katotohanan sa pagitan ng mga panaginip, alaala, at sumpa, natutunan niyang hindi lahat ng pag-ibig ay para sa mundo ng mga buhay. 💫 Love was written in the stars... but cursed by the moon. 🌕 Some whispers can wake the heart... even after death.