Esoteric Love
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Hello, my dear readers! I'm fleesearest :･🪼⋆.ೃ࿔*:
Ahmm, paano ba i2? Hi vlog, welcome to my guys? Haha emeXD
This is a work of fiction! With a twist of unting real-life situations:)
This story is a creation born of my imagination, interwoven with fragments of real-life experiences by people. It is an esoteric tale inspired by the people I encounter-both in the digital world and in reality. Writing this story has been my sanctuary, a way to pour out my struggles and nurture the words that have shaped me into a better version of myself. I also shared in this story the poems I have wrote and some motivation to y'all hehe!
Ever since I was a child, I've dreamed of becoming a renowned author. Through this story, I hope to touch the hearts of readers and provide solace to those seeking escape from this seemingly hellish world.
At its core, this story revolves around Kenna, a young woman burdened by friendships, insecurities, and an overwhelming tendency to hate and blame herself. Then there's Colin, a reserved soul who struggles to connect with others and has only a handful of companions.
Please bear with me as I try my best to explain. I know I'm not the best at summaries, but here goes! (≧▽≦)
Kenna suffers from depression, a result of the hardships she has faced in life. Though she is a Woman of God, she harbors resentment towards Him, believing He abandoned her in her darkest hours. Colin, on the other hand, is a steadfast Man of God who accepts Kenna's tumultuous past and complex personality with unwavering grace. He believes that every trial carries a purpose and keeps a diary and sketchbook filled with thoughts and drawings of her-proof of his quiet but profound love.
Kenna also keeps a diary where she put her feelings and unsaid thoughts. She used a Morse code so that people wouldn't understand it easily because of her fear that someone might read it.
Ah basta, kapagod naman mag-explain, HAYS... basahin niyo nalang po eueueu!X
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