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HIS LOVE WAS THE END OF ME

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Прочтений 202
Голосов 45
Частей 22
Время 1h 9m

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Rai

She's sharp, resilient , fiercely independent yet she secretly craves connection despite the walls she has grown up to build. She's a survivor navigating a world that constantly tests her limits yet all she wants is something real , something legit. But then there he is.... challenging everything. 

LUCIEN

He's a man at war with himself, his being , life in general. Lucien is a beautiful wreck-brilliant, broken and drowning in self hatred. His drug addiction just adds fuel to his self destruction turning it into anger, a rage that lashes out at the world and himself too.He despises himself but beneath that darkness lies a fierce , raw, vulnerable guy whom he hides from everyone. Everyone except.... Rai. 


They are sworn enemies with fights that are beyond legendary, sharp-tongued and laced with hatred and contempt . But beneath the animosity, a forbidden attraction smolders. Dangerous yet undeniable. 

Lucien's self destruction lures her into his chaos of drugs, nights that bleed into mornings, sharp edges of sex and violence. She want to save him, but every attempt feels like sinking deeper into quicksand. His self loathing clashes with his desire for me, creating a volatile combustible connection where love and hate are inseparable.Все права сохранены

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